choices
Sometimes... I wake up in the morning...
put on a pants.. but then I can't decide what shirt to wear.
other times, I can't decide if I should wear a skirt or a pants..
and then other times, I can't decide if I should put my hair back, or let it hang...
and now.. I have to make this live changing decisions
what do I want to do with my life, what do I want to study
which city will I study it in.
will I come back home every evening or will I get a dorm.
how can I make decisions like that... if I sometimes don't even know what underpants I want to put on...
it's just, so important... I want to make the right decision...
but I'm always thinking it could be the wrong one...
I will have alot of sleepless nights the next few months
put on a pants.. but then I can't decide what shirt to wear.
other times, I can't decide if I should wear a skirt or a pants..
and then other times, I can't decide if I should put my hair back, or let it hang...
and now.. I have to make this live changing decisions
what do I want to do with my life, what do I want to study
which city will I study it in.
will I come back home every evening or will I get a dorm.
how can I make decisions like that... if I sometimes don't even know what underpants I want to put on...
it's just, so important... I want to make the right decision...
but I'm always thinking it could be the wrong one...
I will have alot of sleepless nights the next few months
thankgod i am in year ten and wont be needing a dorm for university due to the awesome transportation system lovely melbourne has here and how close i live to it all.
Vegemite, March 13th, 2007 at 01:38:17am
Maybe try making a list of all possible things you'd like to do, and research good places to study those. Work out your financial situation and see where it would be wiser for you to stay; a dorm or at home. After you have your list of all possible things you'd like to do with your life, and you've researched them, start to look back and compare them and decide which seems most logical. The more information you have, the easier this choice will be.
And good look with the pants thing.
Kurtni, March 12th, 2007 at 08:35:33pm
If the choice you wanna make feels right then you know you're making the right one.
threeam., March 12th, 2007 at 07:51:50pm
Well yea, you're right, they are important. But there's not always an obvious right and wrong. And you seem like a smart enough girl to work things out for yourself, even if your choice isn't the stereotypical "right" one.
Take chances and overcome your fears. And everytime you take a risk, despite the outcome, you're glad you took it.
Life is simply made up of the choices you make. In the end, you just have trust your decisions, and hope you land on solid ground.
And just trust that whatever is supposed to happen, will happen. Even if things don't work out the way you had hoped, with the help of those around you, you'll make it through.
And with that, I end my confusing and redundant rant.
But I wish you the best.
Rainbows in the Dark, March 12th, 2007 at 04:11:55pm