Tale Of Destruction
This is my tale of destruction
I haven't been too amazing this week.
we've had to go back to school.
SAD FACE
I've also seen the return of my Insomnia.
It's horrible.
Last time it happened I didn't sleep for a week.
There's a few reasons that I haven't been sleeping. For one I hate change, my mum says that when anything changes she wants to move out because I go all "aspergers" on her
I've had to seriously consider quitting my job to find a new one, change.
Then there's my coursework
I've got music coursework in for Friday. Very close and I'm really stressed out.
Then, this is possibly the smallest but it kills me the most.
I want to realise that I can't have her but I just can't. I love her and she keeps on speaking to me which just makesme want her more.
I can't speak to you though, msn and phone, fine but I can't talk to girls I like any more than 3 words strung together.
so I only had 2 hours sleep last night, she then said I looked tired and all I said was "insomnia" to which you called me retarded jokingly.
I haven't been too amazing this week.
we've had to go back to school.
SAD FACE
I've also seen the return of my Insomnia.
It's horrible.
Last time it happened I didn't sleep for a week.
There's a few reasons that I haven't been sleeping. For one I hate change, my mum says that when anything changes she wants to move out because I go all "aspergers" on her
I've had to seriously consider quitting my job to find a new one, change.
Then there's my coursework
I've got music coursework in for Friday. Very close and I'm really stressed out.
Then, this is possibly the smallest but it kills me the most.
I want to realise that I can't have her but I just can't. I love her and she keeps on speaking to me which just makesme want her more.
I can't speak to you though, msn and phone, fine but I can't talk to girls I like any more than 3 words strung together.
so I only had 2 hours sleep last night, she then said I looked tired and all I said was "insomnia" to which you called me retarded jokingly.
I can't do music coursewok at home because it needs speciallist software. I don't think I can get over her :(
DingDongDhavee, January 12th, 2010 at 01:54:00pm
sounds like quite the situation. but look on the bright side. since you cant sleep, you may as well get your coursework done while youre wide awake. and girls. girls are stupid. not to be too blunt, but dont waste your words or your time on someone who doesnt feel the same way about you. i hope things get better for you. i hate change too. but lately my life feels so monotonous that i find myself welcoming it. things may turn around. :D
SARAnade, January 11th, 2010 at 07:15:55pm
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keep your chin up.
things might work out. :/
dorian gray., January 11th, 2010 at 07:09:09pm