So I just realized it.

I wasn't sure if I should put this in the school or life category, but I decided that it fit better in the life category.

Anywho, I just realized today that I am actually starting college next year. I mean, I knew about it for a long time of course, but I really just realized it today when I was looking through a catalog the University of Minnesota sent me about freshman stuff. I don't know why, but it just hit me. I wasn't going to be with the teachers I am familiar with, or most of my friends. I am not leaving my house or anything, but a lot of my friends are going to different colleges, some in different states. For the longest time, I was anticipating graduation and I still am, but I'm a little sad. I just can't believe that I am going to be an adult and that I am starting a new chapter in my life. I am really excited to start college though, don't get me wrong. I just can't believe it's coming so soon. I always thought of college being years away in my head, but it's not years away anymore, its months away. No more college prep and advanced placement classes, it's just college classes. The thought of doing bad in my classes next year really scares me, since I want to go to medical school, and I know I need really good grades to get in. I feel that if I screw up, I am potentially messing up my life.

I just needed to get that out.
Posted on May 13th, 2010 at 10:54pm


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