my life .......its not pretty
my life is not pretty my parents are divorced ....since i was 7. i live with my heavy alcaholic dad. my brother is with my mom and she is normal. i go and live with her during the summers. ive had to live with my alcaholic dad forever. when i was little i remebered dad coming home with the smell of cigaretts and beer. i even remember him coming home with a young lady and being oblivious to everything around him. he didnt relize my mother had been screaming at the girl to get out of her fucken house. the third time this happened there was no screaming, my mom took my brother and left forever. she hated me. i was a menance to her and she left me with my father for her revenge on both me and dad.
my boyfriend's life (benji) was no better. his mother and father were killed when he was 3. he now lives with his brother who is a drug addict, and a alchaholic. his brother has a new girlfriend everyday. he abuses benji. but if anyone EVER hurt benji, he would hunt him down and kill him. his brother loves him but becuase of all the alcahol and drugs, he has no idea what hes doing to his little brother. benji keeps trying to make him go to rehab but he would never budge.
benji lives four doors down from me and is over hear almost every single day. when i go to my mom's house during the summer i bring him with me because i am always afraid that something is going ot happen to him. i have been best friends with benji since i can remember.
when we are having fun with our friends we love to drink. we feel that it gets rid of the pain. and it does.
we both love each other and our gaudians. if we were ever taken away from them we would die inside. we put up with the beer and drugs. we try to help them. we are safe....trust me ......my father guards me were ever i go .......benji's brother is an angel to him. i love my dad ......i put up with all the shit that he does. benji puts up with his brother because he will kill for benji. and we love each other .....we have each other when there is no where else to go. our friends are our guardian angels. whenever we need to talk, their there. when we need a place to stay cause we dont trust our parent/brother their all at one place to have a sleep over and to have fun. when one of us is absent from school, they always call up (during and after school....even if they get in trouble) to see if we are ok.
benji and i are going for a scholorship.
our lives have not been perfect. but we love everyone who is involved in them and everything that has happened in them.
my boyfriend's life (benji) was no better. his mother and father were killed when he was 3. he now lives with his brother who is a drug addict, and a alchaholic. his brother has a new girlfriend everyday. he abuses benji. but if anyone EVER hurt benji, he would hunt him down and kill him. his brother loves him but becuase of all the alcahol and drugs, he has no idea what hes doing to his little brother. benji keeps trying to make him go to rehab but he would never budge.
benji lives four doors down from me and is over hear almost every single day. when i go to my mom's house during the summer i bring him with me because i am always afraid that something is going ot happen to him. i have been best friends with benji since i can remember.
when we are having fun with our friends we love to drink. we feel that it gets rid of the pain. and it does.
we both love each other and our gaudians. if we were ever taken away from them we would die inside. we put up with the beer and drugs. we try to help them. we are safe....trust me ......my father guards me were ever i go .......benji's brother is an angel to him. i love my dad ......i put up with all the shit that he does. benji puts up with his brother because he will kill for benji. and we love each other .....we have each other when there is no where else to go. our friends are our guardian angels. whenever we need to talk, their there. when we need a place to stay cause we dont trust our parent/brother their all at one place to have a sleep over and to have fun. when one of us is absent from school, they always call up (during and after school....even if they get in trouble) to see if we are ok.
benji and i are going for a scholorship.
our lives have not been perfect. but we love everyone who is involved in them and everything that has happened in them.
awwwwwww
thats soooo sad!
La Tua Cantante, April 21st, 2007 at 03:28:19pm
no problem =]
PONED, April 8th, 2007 at 09:45:43am
thanks !
XPitOfDespairX, March 19th, 2007 at 04:52:51pm
aww!! thatts soo nice! ur awesome
PONED, March 18th, 2007 at 12:26:02pm
what Im So Bored With The Usa said
strummer92, March 17th, 2007 at 12:56:30am
and benji
Tyler Durden, March 16th, 2007 at 10:10:41pm
you really are the coolest. :) GO CHRISTINE!
Tyler Durden, March 16th, 2007 at 10:10:40pm