Why Me?
I feel so out of place. I mean, I feel out of style at school, and I can't stop feeling so down for no apparent reason. I just can't explain it. Next to nothing makes me laugh. It feels like the world has hardened me and I feel like wearing black and sitting around listening to sad music. I feel like going goth when I get in to High School, but then I might loose my friends. My mom asked me once if I would ever dress all in black and I said, 'What if I do?' then she said the just not like my grandmom see. I took that as a little go ahead, but I'm still confussed, What should I do, and where should I go from here?
guess what i just found out? my one friend wouldn't like me if i became gothic, but my other friends would most likely not care.
princesswar, April 25th, 2007 at 11:42:54am
Don't panic about losing your current friends.
They'll come and go. And if they don't like you for how you dress or who you are, then they aren't friends. Yes you've been told it all before, but it's true.
when you get to high school, you can't forget that there's people from other schools going there too, so you can make new friends, might even find a special guy or two.
What i'm saying is don't count on old friends, sometimes change is a good thing.
Stef., April 8th, 2007 at 11:17:46am
everything changes in highschool. Seriously, youll fit right in, dont worry about it, just be yourself, thats all you can do.
Vegemite, April 7th, 2007 at 09:50:22pm
Don't worry about fitting in, conforming, changing your ideas to suit someone elses tastes. You've got like what, 5 years of school left? If you want to be different, do it. Don't waste your youth worrying about what other people think.
Lor, April 7th, 2007 at 04:06:24pm
Well, what I mean is that my friends will stop talking to me as often and I would become invisible. I mean they would still be my friends, but I would be the friend that is there, but not there. I mean my friends are great, but an old friend already abanduned me because she found new friends and had to time for me. We don't even speak anymore since she be came the Middle School equation of "popular" and I'm just worried. Well, anyway, thanks for the advice
princesswar, April 7th, 2007 at 02:18:44pm
Hang in there, and stay true to yourself no matter what.
threeam., April 7th, 2007 at 02:18:34pm
If you'd lose your friends over just wearing black, they're not true friends. Just be yourself around everyone and you'll make tons of friends. I feel out of place too sometimes, but just keep pressing on. You might just be having a bad week.
Protest, April 7th, 2007 at 01:49:17pm
things will get better
Yay!, April 7th, 2007 at 01:46:03pm