I sometimes feel like my friends all hate me...
I don't know if I'm just being paranoid about the whole thing, but I feel like my friends are always talking trash about me behind my back. It kind of scares me, because for all I know, they spread rumors about me and nobody tells me about it. For example, on Friday, when two of my friends were over, they were whispering back anbd forth while watching me play the drums. I think they were saying that I suck at playing. It just scares me, and it makes me think all the time that they're back-stabbers, but they're my best friends. So I don't know if it's paranoia or not. It makes me want to cut again, and I don't want to. I don't know if other people are like me in this case, but it might be different for me. I do a lot of stupid stuff that my friends could tell everyone about, and when I talk to other people, in their heads they could be thinking: "This is the kid that sucks at playing drums." or "This is the kid who can't stick up for himself in fights." It's just not fair how stupid it is...
my friends think im weird and need help and they dont say it jokingly.
Sarah!, April 13th, 2007 at 09:36:20am
I think everybodies gone through (or going to go through) a stage where they think their friends talk sh*t about them behind their backs. I could tell my friends were talking about me and my other friend behind my back last week... It was so obvious, then they denied it. Don't worry about it and do not cut again... seriously ; [
dramamine;, April 11th, 2007 at 06:49:20pm
I feel like that too but there's only one other group in my year. Who cares. As soon as school finishes you wont have to worry about them for much longer :)
adrea, April 11th, 2007 at 02:27:39am
Well...
Every kid has to go through that, its something you have to deal with. HELL, i don't even go to school and i just stay at home! Barely any contact with friends. So...consider yourself lucky you even have friends. Thats a lot more than a lot of people out there! xD I unno, i guess thats what used to keep me happy.
razzledgirl, April 11th, 2007 at 12:23:51am
ask them...remember friends can ask other friends ANYTHING (trust me, lol). Maybe it's just an misunderstanding. And if they're not your real friends, you don't need them anyways, you know?
x_Lady of Sorrows_x, April 10th, 2007 at 10:38:58pm
blah yeah i know what you mean. and yeah dont cut. 1. it's not worth it 2. if you die i'm gonna have to kill your dead body. =]
Utterly Tragic, April 9th, 2007 at 09:10:35pm
I experience that alot simply because my friends are jealous of me.
If you think they are making nasty rumours about you, try and be nicer.
If you get better grades than them in school don't talk about it to them ask how well they did on the test/exam etc. I know it dosent sound fair but if you are smarter than them you have to act dummer.
Little_Weird_Person, April 9th, 2007 at 08:28:07pm
I know what you mean. I get that feeling too. For about two weeks everyone but about three people ignored me completely. If I tried to talk to them they would brush me off with a mean remark.
Tigger, April 9th, 2007 at 04:32:07pm
I have that feeling every day. It's possibly one of the worst feelings I know. :\ You're definitely not alone.
But if you really feel like they're talking about you, ask. I mean.. it's a lot better than just sitting there wondering if they're making fun of you behind your back or not. And plus, it'll let them know that you ARE aware of it and maybe they'll stop, whether they were talking about you or not. Unless they're complete hardasses. In which case you probably wouldn't want to be friends with them anyway.
I really don't know what else to say to you, because I haven't even really done anything about it myself.. :\ Good luck?
Hello, My Name Is Asshole, April 9th, 2007 at 01:58:54pm
Dude, I feel exactly like that! It turned out they weren't my real friends, though, because they ditched me once high school started. All I'm gonna say, is that if you have a "feeling" about them, then most likely that feeling is very true. When I wen't to middle school, I only had that feeling about a few of my friends, and those two happened to be the ones who screwed me over. And people don't like me at high school, either, and I have that feeling about everyone. So there ya go.
Funky Platypus, April 9th, 2007 at 11:46:51am