"These Are The Best Years of Your Life"
How the hell are these the 'best years of my life'?
I suffer depression, need antidepressants to keep me from ruining friendships that mean the world to me, lost the rest of my friendships from when I used to be a manipulating bitch, feel more lonely than you'd ever know, keep most of my emotions bottled up then let them explode on about 3 people (funny since those 3 people I call my best friends), have a troubled relationship with my mother, get so angry I've once kicked a car door in (and the reason was so stupid), and complain about everything.
So, please, tell me again why I'd want to relive these years again and again?
I suffer depression, need antidepressants to keep me from ruining friendships that mean the world to me, lost the rest of my friendships from when I used to be a manipulating bitch, feel more lonely than you'd ever know, keep most of my emotions bottled up then let them explode on about 3 people (funny since those 3 people I call my best friends), have a troubled relationship with my mother, get so angry I've once kicked a car door in (and the reason was so stupid), and complain about everything.
So, please, tell me again why I'd want to relive these years again and again?
Everybody Lies.
Stef., April 10th, 2007 at 05:41:15pm
Happy Birthday! There's not much I can do to help. I don't feel like these are the best years of my life either, but there are lots of people out there with bigger problems than me. So maybe I can partially understand how you feel. All I can say is keep on living life, and make the best of anything good that comes along.
Demonic., April 10th, 2007 at 10:06:47am
Happy Birthday! *hugs* i hope it'll get better for you. Just make the best of what you can and do some crazy ass stuff. I agree with Vegemite. Its sh*te you have to go through all that and the worst part is i cant do anything about it :( i would you know.
PaNcAkEs, April 10th, 2007 at 08:17:09am
I'm sorry.. Just hang in there. It's hard, I know it is. I know how hard it can be to really overcome things when it takes a lot of work I guess. I think there's only one cure for all of this... time. Give everything time and try to fix what you can before even more things go wrong. i hope things brighten up for you.
threeam., April 10th, 2007 at 01:28:32am
I think it's funny how people who don't go through this think you just snap your fingers and you're happy.
I've tried. Don't work that way dude.
Bittersweet World, April 10th, 2007 at 01:09:18am
It's what you make of these years that make it so great
Obviously, yours isn't going so well
So... make it better.
Use the tools you have, and make it a great teenage life
southernidiot, April 10th, 2007 at 12:38:43am
Because they are lying. Thyey took the best years of my life in this stupid all girls school i go to. And they made it so i couldnt decide. Yes, i have been listening to too much Sex Pitols here, but its the truth.
But then again, thye are the best years of our lives. These are the only years where we can be completely irresponisble to everything we do, and we can get away with it. When i mean get away with it, i mean only getting grounded, nothing like getting arrested. Although it depends on what you do.
But i guess in your case, i dont really know how you feel, you just gotta think happy thoughts and do your best. throw a television out a window.
Vegemite, April 10th, 2007 at 12:26:11am
Worst part is, tomorrow is my birthday. How about that.
Bittersweet World, April 10th, 2007 at 12:22:27am