Feelings And Scars Are Permanent (Sequel to Why Do Bad Things Always Happen To Us?), chapter 1
"Bite me you bitch!" I screamed at this stupid asshole outside the store I had been working at for 2 years.
I was now 15 going on 16. Billie Joe and Mike were still my friends of course. I had died my blonde hair black and dressed in dark cloths. I wasn't a Goth but I felt comfortable in dark cloths. And a wasn't depressed. I actually have been happy for a while. About 2 years since I started working here.
"What did you say to me you stupid slutty Goth?" The dumbass said.
It was the most popular girl at our school, Taylor Smith. I was just getting off work when she bumped into me and said "Watch where you going asswipe." That sparked my fire alright. She gives me a lot of shit at school and I do all I can take not to kick the fucking shit out of her.
"You heard me you overly dressed hooker!" I screamed. "You bumped into me. Maybe if you'd stop having every asshole at our school stick their dick up you, you'd be able to walk straight!"
"You have room to speak. Like you're a virgin." She said.
"Actually, Ms. Ho, I am."
"Whatever."
"Ooo great comeback, princess." I said giving her a dirty look.
"Like I'd bite you anyway. Freako." She said.
"It means bite my ass you dumb blonde."
"Yeah, I'm not surprised you know what 'bite me' means."
"And what the hell is that supposed to mean?" I said.
"I think you know."
"Nope, no idea. Why don't you enlighten me blondie?"
"Well, it wouldn't be the first you couldn't figure something so simple out."
"You're the simpleton here." I said. "Have you seen my report card? I get good grades."
"So do I dipshit."
"Oh, my bad. I meant ON MY OWN!!!" I screamed.
Suddenly, one of Taylor's bitchy friends stepped forward. I had had enough with Taylor. The last thing I needed was one of her stupid ass friends to argue with me as if they know who I am and what I'm about. That's when Billie Joe and Mike emerged from a store across the street. I hadn't noticed them but they noticed me.
"You mean you actually have a brain?" The girl from Taylor's posse said.
"What the hell was that? We're not in 7th grade here. If your gonna insult me at least use good material." I said.
"Okay." Taylor said. "You're dad's a boozer."
I stopped dead in my tracks. My family was none of their damn business. How the hell did they think they were gonna get away with that.
"Fuck you!" I screamed.
Billie Joe and Mike definitely heard me then. They ran over to me as I was about to pounce on that bitch. I wanted to rip her to shreds.
"Stephanie. She's. Not worth it damnit." Billie Joe said struggling to hold me back as well as Mike.
"Ha, this is so amusing. You and your man whores having to hold you back. You remind me of a dog." She said laughing.
Billie Joe looked at Mike and laughed and let go of me. I smiled and punched her square in the face. I laughed and it felt so good.
"Laugh at me now bitch!" I said as Billie Joe, Mike, and I ran down the street pissing ourselves in laughter.
"My nose!! MY FRIGGEN NOSE! NO!!!!!!" We heard Taylor yelling.
"Oh god. My gut it killing me." I said trying to stop laughing. "That felt so good."
"Hell, it should've. You definitely broke her nose." Mike said.
"Or if not cause it some sort of damage. How's your hand?" Billie Joe said grabbing my hand and looking at it.
Billie Joe and I have been dating for a year and it will be 2 years in 3 weeks. My feelings for him never did change. Just like I said they wouldn't.
"Umm. It's fine." I said wincing in pain a little bit.
"Oh. Uh, sorry." He said letting go of my hand.
"Want me to leave you two alone?" Mike said.
Both Billie Joe and I gave him a dirty look. I laughed and then said, "Bite me."
"Careful, Steph, Mike might actually bite you." Billie Joe said laughing.
"Well, when you ask I deliver." Mike said.
I gave Mike an odd look.
"Sure thing, Pizza Hut." I said.
"What?" He asked confused as we began walking to a bus stop.
"Never mind. Way over you head." I said. "Just kidding."
"Yeah, yeah, yeah, whatever. So how did that whole fight between you and Taylor begin?" He asked.
I frowned.
"It started when that stupid bitch bumped into me and blamed me." I said sounding a little pissed.
"That sure does sound like, Taylor." Billie Joe said as we reached the bus stop and sat on the bench.
"Yeah." I said sighing and sitting next to Billie Joe.
He grabbed the hand I had punched Taylor with a stroked it with his finger. I watched as he did this and smiled. Mike acted as if he was preoccupied with a bug on the ground when he was secretly smiling and slightly watching us out of the corner of his eye.
Billie Joe moved closer to me and I bent my head down smiling and looking at out hands. Billie Joe bent his head down enough to see my face which caused me to laugh. Billie Joe moved his head closer to mine causing our faces to be about an inch away. He moved slowly closer until our lips slowly touched. I smiled as the bus finally came.
I was now 15 going on 16. Billie Joe and Mike were still my friends of course. I had died my blonde hair black and dressed in dark cloths. I wasn't a Goth but I felt comfortable in dark cloths. And a wasn't depressed. I actually have been happy for a while. About 2 years since I started working here.
"What did you say to me you stupid slutty Goth?" The dumbass said.
It was the most popular girl at our school, Taylor Smith. I was just getting off work when she bumped into me and said "Watch where you going asswipe." That sparked my fire alright. She gives me a lot of shit at school and I do all I can take not to kick the fucking shit out of her.
"You heard me you overly dressed hooker!" I screamed. "You bumped into me. Maybe if you'd stop having every asshole at our school stick their dick up you, you'd be able to walk straight!"
"You have room to speak. Like you're a virgin." She said.
"Actually, Ms. Ho, I am."
"Whatever."
"Ooo great comeback, princess." I said giving her a dirty look.
"Like I'd bite you anyway. Freako." She said.
"It means bite my ass you dumb blonde."
"Yeah, I'm not surprised you know what 'bite me' means."
"And what the hell is that supposed to mean?" I said.
"I think you know."
"Nope, no idea. Why don't you enlighten me blondie?"
"Well, it wouldn't be the first you couldn't figure something so simple out."
"You're the simpleton here." I said. "Have you seen my report card? I get good grades."
"So do I dipshit."
"Oh, my bad. I meant ON MY OWN!!!" I screamed.
Suddenly, one of Taylor's bitchy friends stepped forward. I had had enough with Taylor. The last thing I needed was one of her stupid ass friends to argue with me as if they know who I am and what I'm about. That's when Billie Joe and Mike emerged from a store across the street. I hadn't noticed them but they noticed me.
"You mean you actually have a brain?" The girl from Taylor's posse said.
"What the hell was that? We're not in 7th grade here. If your gonna insult me at least use good material." I said.
"Okay." Taylor said. "You're dad's a boozer."
I stopped dead in my tracks. My family was none of their damn business. How the hell did they think they were gonna get away with that.
"Fuck you!" I screamed.
Billie Joe and Mike definitely heard me then. They ran over to me as I was about to pounce on that bitch. I wanted to rip her to shreds.
"Stephanie. She's. Not worth it damnit." Billie Joe said struggling to hold me back as well as Mike.
"Ha, this is so amusing. You and your man whores having to hold you back. You remind me of a dog." She said laughing.
Billie Joe looked at Mike and laughed and let go of me. I smiled and punched her square in the face. I laughed and it felt so good.
"Laugh at me now bitch!" I said as Billie Joe, Mike, and I ran down the street pissing ourselves in laughter.
"My nose!! MY FRIGGEN NOSE! NO!!!!!!" We heard Taylor yelling.
"Oh god. My gut it killing me." I said trying to stop laughing. "That felt so good."
"Hell, it should've. You definitely broke her nose." Mike said.
"Or if not cause it some sort of damage. How's your hand?" Billie Joe said grabbing my hand and looking at it.
Billie Joe and I have been dating for a year and it will be 2 years in 3 weeks. My feelings for him never did change. Just like I said they wouldn't.
"Umm. It's fine." I said wincing in pain a little bit.
"Oh. Uh, sorry." He said letting go of my hand.
"Want me to leave you two alone?" Mike said.
Both Billie Joe and I gave him a dirty look. I laughed and then said, "Bite me."
"Careful, Steph, Mike might actually bite you." Billie Joe said laughing.
"Well, when you ask I deliver." Mike said.
I gave Mike an odd look.
"Sure thing, Pizza Hut." I said.
"What?" He asked confused as we began walking to a bus stop.
"Never mind. Way over you head." I said. "Just kidding."
"Yeah, yeah, yeah, whatever. So how did that whole fight between you and Taylor begin?" He asked.
I frowned.
"It started when that stupid bitch bumped into me and blamed me." I said sounding a little pissed.
"That sure does sound like, Taylor." Billie Joe said as we reached the bus stop and sat on the bench.
"Yeah." I said sighing and sitting next to Billie Joe.
He grabbed the hand I had punched Taylor with a stroked it with his finger. I watched as he did this and smiled. Mike acted as if he was preoccupied with a bug on the ground when he was secretly smiling and slightly watching us out of the corner of his eye.
Billie Joe moved closer to me and I bent my head down smiling and looking at out hands. Billie Joe bent his head down enough to see my face which caused me to laugh. Billie Joe moved his head closer to mine causing our faces to be about an inch away. He moved slowly closer until our lips slowly touched. I smiled as the bus finally came.
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