Is This Real?, chapter 3
Late That Night
We stayed up late that night actually we were waiting for the guys to pick them up!
"Oh my god how long is it going to be? I'm really tired and I've got TV shows to record!" Sarah shouted
Sarah gets angry when she's tired.
"I'm sure they have a good reason...cuz if they don't...I'll...I'll..." Kaylee said
"You'll do nothing I'm sure they have a good reason and if not all well!" I told them calmly. I've always been the calm one. It's pretty sad!
"HONK ... HOOOOOOOONK" we heard the car honking at the girls. Just then Billie came in with bags of new clothes and another bag but I couldn't tell what it was it was like he was hiding it from me
"Billie what's in the bags?" I asked him
"Clothes" He said "duh, what else did you think we did?" he said in a smart allelic way
"Look you don't have to be like that all you had to say was clothes... OK don't that attitude with me maybe you won't be such a good father in the future?" I yelled at him
In the Morning
I got up around 6:00 in the morning because that's around the time the morning sickness for the passed month. I didn't want to wake Billie so I took a while getting up but I was to sick. I ran to the bathroom without shutting the door.
"Honey? Are you OK?" Billie asked
"Yeah I should be in a like in 30 minutes or something like that." I said
"Do you want me to get you a drink or something to eat?" He asked
"No, but thanks. It'll just come right back up." I said then looked at him "I think I'm OK now" I said then looked up at him and smiled
"Now do you want anything to eat?" He asked
"Nope I'm going to take a shower then I'll cook breakfast. You can go back to sleep I know this is early for you but I've been doing this for like a month now just go back to bed if you want!" I said while gurgling the puke out of my mouth. I don't like the taste... ..but them who does! I went downstairs to make breakfast.
"What do you want to eat? I'll cook anything." I asked while searching though the cabinets
"I think we should go out to eat. Have a normal breakfast," He said
"OK but not a fast food place. I don't want to eat totally unhealthy for the baby." I said while rubbing my stomach.
"Well, where do you want to go?" He asked me
"I think we should go to MOM's!" That's my favorite restaurant. It's a nice sit down place that serves good food that's healthy!
"Do we have to go there? It's healthy!"
"Yes, we do unless we want a kid to turn something like YOU!"
"What. Is there something wrong with me?"
"YES THERE IS! Have you seen you, the way you act and all of that! You go out with your guys and god only knows what you guys do! You probably out going to a strip bar or having sex with hookers or...or...or out smoking pot...you're not smoking pot are you? You better not or I'll leave you right here and right now! You better tell me the truth!" I yelled
"No, we're not doing any of the above. I wouldn't do that to you...or the baby!"
"OK, but I'm gunna ask Tre and Mike...you know that right? And if your lying oh my god your gunna be in so much trouble!" I said in a more calmly matter "Look honey I'm not hungry any more. I'm gunna go to bed. If you want something to eat fix it your self" I wasn't that tired but I knew if I stayed up any long Billie would really get on nerves.
RING RING RING RING RING
"Hello?" I said
"Hey, It's Kaylee and Sarah's on my other line we're on three-way! You don't sound good? Are you OK?"
"Yes and no. Billie and I are in a fight. Well, sort of. My mood swings are moving in really fast it's only been a month and a half! And I yelled at him told him that the baby might grow up like you and that would be a bad thing and I asked him what the guys do on there night out and well I really don't think this is gunna work out. I mean. I dunno I'll just see how it works out. We're always fighting even when I wasn't pregnant!" I bitched at them
"Well, I think we need to take you shopping!" Sarah yelled
"Didn't we just go shopping...like 2 weekends ago?" Kaylee said
"Well, I went last weekend!" Sarah said excitedly. Sarah likes to go shopping and well I'm to lazy to get up and go places with the baby and Kaylee doesn't wanna go a lot.
Plus we don't have a lot of money so I just go to my mom and she gives me money for the both of them and me.
"Look I dunno I feel down I dunno if I wanna go plus I don't think I can trust Billie by him self alone or even with the guys and I don't wanna take him or we'll get into another fight." I said
"It's that bad?" Kaylee asked. She was always the kind and helpful one.
"Yep... I...I just... I just don't think this relationship is going to work out but I don't wanna leave him because of the baby but if it don't leave the baby will have a bad life! He doesn't even have a job so how is he supposed to support us?"
"Well, if you do leave him. You can live with Tre and me." Sarah said.
"We have an extra bedroom and I'm sure Tre won't mind it'll be like in high school when we all lived with each other."
"Yeah and you can come over and stay as long as you wont!" Kaylee said excitedly.
We stayed up late that night actually we were waiting for the guys to pick them up!
"Oh my god how long is it going to be? I'm really tired and I've got TV shows to record!" Sarah shouted
Sarah gets angry when she's tired.
"I'm sure they have a good reason...cuz if they don't...I'll...I'll..." Kaylee said
"You'll do nothing I'm sure they have a good reason and if not all well!" I told them calmly. I've always been the calm one. It's pretty sad!
"HONK ... HOOOOOOOONK" we heard the car honking at the girls. Just then Billie came in with bags of new clothes and another bag but I couldn't tell what it was it was like he was hiding it from me
"Billie what's in the bags?" I asked him
"Clothes" He said "duh, what else did you think we did?" he said in a smart allelic way
"Look you don't have to be like that all you had to say was clothes... OK don't that attitude with me maybe you won't be such a good father in the future?" I yelled at him
In the Morning
I got up around 6:00 in the morning because that's around the time the morning sickness for the passed month. I didn't want to wake Billie so I took a while getting up but I was to sick. I ran to the bathroom without shutting the door.
"Honey? Are you OK?" Billie asked
"Yeah I should be in a like in 30 minutes or something like that." I said
"Do you want me to get you a drink or something to eat?" He asked
"No, but thanks. It'll just come right back up." I said then looked at him "I think I'm OK now" I said then looked up at him and smiled
"Now do you want anything to eat?" He asked
"Nope I'm going to take a shower then I'll cook breakfast. You can go back to sleep I know this is early for you but I've been doing this for like a month now just go back to bed if you want!" I said while gurgling the puke out of my mouth. I don't like the taste... ..but them who does! I went downstairs to make breakfast.
"What do you want to eat? I'll cook anything." I asked while searching though the cabinets
"I think we should go out to eat. Have a normal breakfast," He said
"OK but not a fast food place. I don't want to eat totally unhealthy for the baby." I said while rubbing my stomach.
"Well, where do you want to go?" He asked me
"I think we should go to MOM's!" That's my favorite restaurant. It's a nice sit down place that serves good food that's healthy!
"Do we have to go there? It's healthy!"
"Yes, we do unless we want a kid to turn something like YOU!"
"What. Is there something wrong with me?"
"YES THERE IS! Have you seen you, the way you act and all of that! You go out with your guys and god only knows what you guys do! You probably out going to a strip bar or having sex with hookers or...or...or out smoking pot...you're not smoking pot are you? You better not or I'll leave you right here and right now! You better tell me the truth!" I yelled
"No, we're not doing any of the above. I wouldn't do that to you...or the baby!"
"OK, but I'm gunna ask Tre and Mike...you know that right? And if your lying oh my god your gunna be in so much trouble!" I said in a more calmly matter "Look honey I'm not hungry any more. I'm gunna go to bed. If you want something to eat fix it your self" I wasn't that tired but I knew if I stayed up any long Billie would really get on nerves.
RING RING RING RING RING
"Hello?" I said
"Hey, It's Kaylee and Sarah's on my other line we're on three-way! You don't sound good? Are you OK?"
"Yes and no. Billie and I are in a fight. Well, sort of. My mood swings are moving in really fast it's only been a month and a half! And I yelled at him told him that the baby might grow up like you and that would be a bad thing and I asked him what the guys do on there night out and well I really don't think this is gunna work out. I mean. I dunno I'll just see how it works out. We're always fighting even when I wasn't pregnant!" I bitched at them
"Well, I think we need to take you shopping!" Sarah yelled
"Didn't we just go shopping...like 2 weekends ago?" Kaylee said
"Well, I went last weekend!" Sarah said excitedly. Sarah likes to go shopping and well I'm to lazy to get up and go places with the baby and Kaylee doesn't wanna go a lot.
Plus we don't have a lot of money so I just go to my mom and she gives me money for the both of them and me.
"Look I dunno I feel down I dunno if I wanna go plus I don't think I can trust Billie by him self alone or even with the guys and I don't wanna take him or we'll get into another fight." I said
"It's that bad?" Kaylee asked. She was always the kind and helpful one.
"Yep... I...I just... I just don't think this relationship is going to work out but I don't wanna leave him because of the baby but if it don't leave the baby will have a bad life! He doesn't even have a job so how is he supposed to support us?"
"Well, if you do leave him. You can live with Tre and me." Sarah said.
"We have an extra bedroom and I'm sure Tre won't mind it'll be like in high school when we all lived with each other."
"Yeah and you can come over and stay as long as you wont!" Kaylee said excitedly.
