Only I Would Understand, chapter 5
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The girl looked up at me again for like the millionth time. She had brown hair and dark, almost grey eyes. I've never seen eyes like that before. Never. I've always thought my eye colour was weird. How many people have I met with green eyes?
"So...does anyone know you're here?" I asked.
"No. I snuck off. You?" she replied.
"Same here. I had to get away ya know. It sucks when you have nobody to relate to..." I said.
"Really? I'm so sorry about... God, I can't even say it. I just... can't... I..." she said stuttering at the end as she continued to cry.
I gave her a hug, trying to comfort her.
"Hey kid, what's your name?" I asked. I've been talking to her for I don't know how long and I don't even know her name.
She sniffed and said, "What's it to ya?"
"I just wanna know."
"Just call me Whatsername...."
Why won't she tell me her actuall name? Hmm...
"What brings you here?" said 'Whatsername.'
Tears fell out of my eyes. I couldn't hide it from her.
"Oh...I'm...S-So Sorry B-Bille." she said.
Tears came out of her eyes as well as we both cried together. At least I have someone to cry with. I seriously doubt Tre and Mike would really understand this. I fucking hate this. I just wanna die right now to be with him. Yeah, that's it. I'll kill myself. Suicide. I'll....
"I wanna die..." said Whatsername as my thoughts got interrupted after an awkward silence.
"Why would you wanna?" I asked. I'm such a hypocrite.
"To be with her. I love her so much. My dad hates me, he could totally care less. I don't have any friends, and all the stupid people at my school are all.... all... " she trailed off.
"That's no reason to kill yourself. She'd probably want you to be happy if she cared about you that much. If you really care about her, then you would respect her wishes..." I said.
I can't believe this. What was I thinking. My dad would have wanted me to be happy. He would have been proud of everything I've acomplished. He is probably looking down at me right now, that's why I always look up at the sky to try and see him.
"I don't give a damn anymore. My whole life sucks accept for one thing. You know what that is?" she said.
"What?"
"You guys. You, Mike and Tre. The only thing that can ever get my mind of shit. The music you guys make just take me to this other world where I can just... I don't know. Feel like I belong."
"Thanks. Just don't kill yourself. I don't think I would either..." I said.
To Billie, he was surprised in a way how much he could relate to this young girl. He barely new her, but it was like they had known each other for years.
Back in Oakland....
Mike, Tre, and Adrienne were in the Armstrong residants living room. Adi was sitting on the comfy chair like couch while Mike and Tre were sitting across from her.
"Okay Adi, breathe. Explain what happened. Slowly," said Mike, exaggerating the last word.
"And in English," added Tre.
"He's just really bummed about all of this. It's September. I didn't mean to upset him or anything, but then he just blew up at me, stomped out the door with his guitar and drove off to only god knows where! And I don't know where he his! Oh god, I'm so worried!" said Adrienne.
"We'll find him don't worry," said Tre.
"Let's think. If I was Billie, and I was sad about my dad's death, where the hell would I go?" said Mike.
"Strip club?" said Tre with a smirk.
"Seriously. We have to find him," said Adi pacing around the room.
She stopped and looked at Mike. "You've known him longer than any of us. Where would he go? Is there any particular place where he would go?" she asked.
"I don't know. We hung around a lot of places, but hmm..." he said.
"He really misses him right.. So.." said Adi trying to think.
"He would wanna see him...." added Mike.
"What are you guys thinking? That he's going to goto his fathers grave, then dig up his BODY?" said Tre.
"Hey wait. That's it!" said Adi.
"WHAT? He's nuts then. Digging up a dead body. Not even I would do that!" said Tre. "Although... I would probably have some fun with the body instead."
"No you fucking idiot. He probably went to his fathers grave to like... pay respects or something," said Mike setting him straight and rolling his eyes.
"Yeah, where else would he go?" asked Adi.
"Like I said...a strip club."
"So...does anyone know you're here?" I asked.
"No. I snuck off. You?" she replied.
"Same here. I had to get away ya know. It sucks when you have nobody to relate to..." I said.
"Really? I'm so sorry about... God, I can't even say it. I just... can't... I..." she said stuttering at the end as she continued to cry.
I gave her a hug, trying to comfort her.
"Hey kid, what's your name?" I asked. I've been talking to her for I don't know how long and I don't even know her name.
She sniffed and said, "What's it to ya?"
"I just wanna know."
"Just call me Whatsername...."
Why won't she tell me her actuall name? Hmm...
"What brings you here?" said 'Whatsername.'
Tears fell out of my eyes. I couldn't hide it from her.
"Oh...I'm...S-So Sorry B-Bille." she said.
Tears came out of her eyes as well as we both cried together. At least I have someone to cry with. I seriously doubt Tre and Mike would really understand this. I fucking hate this. I just wanna die right now to be with him. Yeah, that's it. I'll kill myself. Suicide. I'll....
"I wanna die..." said Whatsername as my thoughts got interrupted after an awkward silence.
"Why would you wanna?" I asked. I'm such a hypocrite.
"To be with her. I love her so much. My dad hates me, he could totally care less. I don't have any friends, and all the stupid people at my school are all.... all... " she trailed off.
"That's no reason to kill yourself. She'd probably want you to be happy if she cared about you that much. If you really care about her, then you would respect her wishes..." I said.
I can't believe this. What was I thinking. My dad would have wanted me to be happy. He would have been proud of everything I've acomplished. He is probably looking down at me right now, that's why I always look up at the sky to try and see him.
"I don't give a damn anymore. My whole life sucks accept for one thing. You know what that is?" she said.
"What?"
"You guys. You, Mike and Tre. The only thing that can ever get my mind of shit. The music you guys make just take me to this other world where I can just... I don't know. Feel like I belong."
"Thanks. Just don't kill yourself. I don't think I would either..." I said.
To Billie, he was surprised in a way how much he could relate to this young girl. He barely new her, but it was like they had known each other for years.
Back in Oakland....
Mike, Tre, and Adrienne were in the Armstrong residants living room. Adi was sitting on the comfy chair like couch while Mike and Tre were sitting across from her.
"Okay Adi, breathe. Explain what happened. Slowly," said Mike, exaggerating the last word.
"And in English," added Tre.
"He's just really bummed about all of this. It's September. I didn't mean to upset him or anything, but then he just blew up at me, stomped out the door with his guitar and drove off to only god knows where! And I don't know where he his! Oh god, I'm so worried!" said Adrienne.
"We'll find him don't worry," said Tre.
"Let's think. If I was Billie, and I was sad about my dad's death, where the hell would I go?" said Mike.
"Strip club?" said Tre with a smirk.
"Seriously. We have to find him," said Adi pacing around the room.
She stopped and looked at Mike. "You've known him longer than any of us. Where would he go? Is there any particular place where he would go?" she asked.
"I don't know. We hung around a lot of places, but hmm..." he said.
"He really misses him right.. So.." said Adi trying to think.
"He would wanna see him...." added Mike.
"What are you guys thinking? That he's going to goto his fathers grave, then dig up his BODY?" said Tre.
"Hey wait. That's it!" said Adi.
"WHAT? He's nuts then. Digging up a dead body. Not even I would do that!" said Tre. "Although... I would probably have some fun with the body instead."
"No you fucking idiot. He probably went to his fathers grave to like... pay respects or something," said Mike setting him straight and rolling his eyes.
"Yeah, where else would he go?" asked Adi.
"Like I said...a strip club."
