"It Was A Secret That Killed Us.", chapter 6
Part 6
I still sat on the bathroom door, my head buried in my hands. Billie Joe stood over me hugging me tight. "Why are you crying?" Billie Joe asked. "It is Lewis's right? I mean it's that guy's you hooked up with at the party or..." He held a pause, "Or...Mine... "
I looked at him, we promised not to speak another word of the night of the party. I didn't even think about the other guy. I can't really remember what he looked like. Billie Joe saw him, I'll just ask him.
"Billie, I really don't know. Maybe if I just stopped cheating on Lewis so much I wouldn't have to worry about this and I would know who the father is. But Billie we used a condom. I remember I wasn't drunk and me and Lewis have always been safe about these kind of things...So, there's only one person who I can think of," I say, my eyes red and puffy.
Billie Joe bows his head in shame. I think he is remembering the night we had sex. I try not to think about it at night, but sometimes it just comes up. Not that Lewis isn't good, he really is. Just Billie Joe felt so good inside me, like that's where he belonged, there with me.
"Dan?" Billie randomly said. Dan? Who the hell was Dan? I looked at Billie Joe a little confused. Then it hit me, the guy in the store...ah man! Of course, at the party, we had a little thing about 3 weeks ago. Well lets say on someone's bedroom floor...I don't remember anything of a condom.
Billie who was now sat beside me kissed my forehead, then my cheek. I turned to him again and kissed his lips, and again...and again. Soon are lips wouldn't pull apart and I found myself being laid down on the bathroom floor I pulled up Billie's shirt and threw it to one side as my legs wrapped round his waist.
He did the same as I did, taking my shirt off and kissing down my neck to my chest and licked back up and we kissed again. I smiled. We really shouldn't be repeating what we had done a few weeks back. But fuck it was hard to resist.
We ended up a few hours on the bathroom floor just doing stuff we would probably regret. But we didn't care, we cleaned up and smoothed down our clothes. I walked over to Billie Joe and kissed him deeply. "That was just...amazing. You're great," he said.
"Thanks, you're not bad yourself." We carried on kissing until we broke apart.
"Want to make this a regular thing?" Billie asked starting at my neck. I nodded yes. Anyone ever give up the chance of not being with Billie Joe...is mental. He is perfect in every way...
Soon Billie Joe left and I threw the pregnancy test away. I sat on the sofa thinking about what had happened, a smile spread across my face until the thought of the father of the baby. It wouldn't be Dan's. Because I don't think I let it happen long enough. So...it's between Billie Joe and Lewis.
The door opened an hour later, I jumped a little and saw Lewis standing there smiling, "You're better then?"
"Yes, but I think you should sit down. We need to talk," I say, nervous. Lewis obeys and sits down on the sofa next to me. I turn and look at him dead in the eye.
"Okay...well...I'm pregnant, so the test says," I blurt. Just letting the words rush from my mouth.
I still sat on the bathroom door, my head buried in my hands. Billie Joe stood over me hugging me tight. "Why are you crying?" Billie Joe asked. "It is Lewis's right? I mean it's that guy's you hooked up with at the party or..." He held a pause, "Or...Mine... "
I looked at him, we promised not to speak another word of the night of the party. I didn't even think about the other guy. I can't really remember what he looked like. Billie Joe saw him, I'll just ask him.
"Billie, I really don't know. Maybe if I just stopped cheating on Lewis so much I wouldn't have to worry about this and I would know who the father is. But Billie we used a condom. I remember I wasn't drunk and me and Lewis have always been safe about these kind of things...So, there's only one person who I can think of," I say, my eyes red and puffy.
Billie Joe bows his head in shame. I think he is remembering the night we had sex. I try not to think about it at night, but sometimes it just comes up. Not that Lewis isn't good, he really is. Just Billie Joe felt so good inside me, like that's where he belonged, there with me.
"Dan?" Billie randomly said. Dan? Who the hell was Dan? I looked at Billie Joe a little confused. Then it hit me, the guy in the store...ah man! Of course, at the party, we had a little thing about 3 weeks ago. Well lets say on someone's bedroom floor...I don't remember anything of a condom.
Billie who was now sat beside me kissed my forehead, then my cheek. I turned to him again and kissed his lips, and again...and again. Soon are lips wouldn't pull apart and I found myself being laid down on the bathroom floor I pulled up Billie's shirt and threw it to one side as my legs wrapped round his waist.
He did the same as I did, taking my shirt off and kissing down my neck to my chest and licked back up and we kissed again. I smiled. We really shouldn't be repeating what we had done a few weeks back. But fuck it was hard to resist.
We ended up a few hours on the bathroom floor just doing stuff we would probably regret. But we didn't care, we cleaned up and smoothed down our clothes. I walked over to Billie Joe and kissed him deeply. "That was just...amazing. You're great," he said.
"Thanks, you're not bad yourself." We carried on kissing until we broke apart.
"Want to make this a regular thing?" Billie asked starting at my neck. I nodded yes. Anyone ever give up the chance of not being with Billie Joe...is mental. He is perfect in every way...
Soon Billie Joe left and I threw the pregnancy test away. I sat on the sofa thinking about what had happened, a smile spread across my face until the thought of the father of the baby. It wouldn't be Dan's. Because I don't think I let it happen long enough. So...it's between Billie Joe and Lewis.
The door opened an hour later, I jumped a little and saw Lewis standing there smiling, "You're better then?"
"Yes, but I think you should sit down. We need to talk," I say, nervous. Lewis obeys and sits down on the sofa next to me. I turn and look at him dead in the eye.
"Okay...well...I'm pregnant, so the test says," I blurt. Just letting the words rush from my mouth.
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