Borderline Insanity

- Name
- Rachel, Gangsta Flo
- Age
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- Gender
- -
- Location
- Shithole, Az
Member since March 27th, 2007
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About




Ugh.
I honestly don't know how to describe myself without worrying someone.. I guess I could focus on the finer points of life... All though there aren't many.
I could straight up lie, and say my life is extremly happy, and it's not my fault..
But it's not true.
I could say I've never been in love, and that nothing bad has happened to me...
But it's not true.
I could say I think I'm beautiful...
But it's just not true.
I wish I could be a different person.. for all my friends. I think they'd be happier if I wasn't me.
I'm not really that important, or intresting, or anything really, so I wouldn't advise talking to me. I'm a bitch. I still deserve to die.








There's a lot of random things about me..
-- I tend to fall in love with book charecters. The most recent/strong is Jasper Hale, from Twilight/New Moon.
-- I love Guitar Hero. It's my life.
-- I play the drums, but I really like the bass.
-- I'm a perfectionist. I hate disorder, and I have OCD.
-- I'm extremly clausterphobic. I can't stand to even be by elevators.
-- I have a close relashinship with my mother. I love her a lot.
-- I don't know if I have a best friend anymore.
-- One day I want to grow up to be like Johnny Knoxville.
-- I have read Twilight/New Moon over 20 times.
-- Stephenie Meyer lives in my neighboring city.
-- I have an extreme case of insomnia.. or I'm just a vampire.
-- Although I have no religion, I believe in Wicca/Buddhism the most.
-- I have Buddha statues.
-- I love South Park. It's awesome.
-- I tend to mosh when there's no music.
-- Dragonforce sucks live.
-- I'm ugly, fat, unitresting, and normal. It's depressing.
-- I hate myself.
-- HAVE A NICE DAY, ILY!









Well, there's not really much more to know about me.
My favourite band is Avenged Sevenfold, and I love to write.
My husbands are:
Zacky Vengeance
Johnny Christ
Jasper Hale
My wifes are:
Alice Cullen
Kelly Osbourne
Kyra Knightley.
I write fan fics, original stories, poems... anything, I suppose. Although I suck, I still love to.
I love photography, although I'm a owner of a broken camera, which really, REALLY, sucks.
I eat popcorn too much. :

Even if you tell me I'm pretty or skinny, I don't believe you.
If I'm having an face-to-face conversation with someone, I usually don't look at their face.
I'm ugly, and annoying, and fat, and I hate myself.

PM me, I usually don't complain about myself. ^^




Clubs!
edward cullen. is my Twilight brother and Rachel sister.
Smoking Tupac Club!
Laughing When Hurt Club.
Hug Slut
BOARD; Bob + Gerard = <3
Tommy Lee's groupie. ;D
Proud Googlian of the Google vrs. Wikipedia War
Fears?
A
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[x]Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[x] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[x] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[x] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[x] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[x] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[x] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[x] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[x] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[x] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.
[x] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[x] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[x] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.
B
[x] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
[x] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[x] Belonephobia - Fear of pins and needles.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.
C
[x] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[x] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[x] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[x] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.
D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[x] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[x] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.
E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[x] Entomophobia - Fear of insects.
[x] Emetophobia- Fear of Vomiting.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[x] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.
G
[x] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.
H
[x] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[x] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.
I
[x] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[x] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.
K
[x] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.
L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[x] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[x] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.
M
[x] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[x] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt.
N
[x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[x] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.
O
[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[x] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[x] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.
P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[x] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[x] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[x] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[x] Phobophobia - Fear of phobias.
[x] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[x] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.
S
[x] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[x] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[x] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.
T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[x] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[x] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.
[] Triskadecaphobia-Fear of the number 13
V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[x] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[x] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers or foreigners.
[x] Zoophobia - Fear of animals.
Altogether here I have marked 58 fears...
I'm a terrified person.
Do you like blood??? :D I do.
Skippy., March 27th, 2007 at 03:17:40am