caught in a dream
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- Lola
- Age
- 31
- Gender
- Female
- Location
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About
MUSIC
The only air I breathe.
"I don't wanna dream about,
all the things that never were.
Maybe I could live without,
when I'm out from under.
And I don't wanna feel the pain,
What good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out,
When I'm out from under."
OUT FROM UNDER
-Britney Spears
"You stand a little too tall,
say a little too much,
you're gonna bite that know-it-all tongue.
You tried a little too hard,
now I'm calling that bluff,
big plans are coming undone.
That's just typical,
you're so cynical,
couldn't have me.
I didn't want you,
you set yourself up to lose."
KEEP THE CHANGE, YOU FILTHY ANIMAL
-All Time Low
"When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins."
21 GUNS
-Green Day
"You can arrest me baby,
I don't wanna leave.
Lock me up,
throw away the key.
I don't care if I'm in trouble deep,
I'm addicted to your love.
I'll be your prisoner...
I'll be your prisoner tonight.
I, I ,I - I'm under your spell and I just can't get enough."
PRISONER
-Jeffree Star
"As I fall apart inside,
All of my thoughts collide,
And that's no way to live a life.
Oh, I think I'm losing it.
Welcome to oblivion,
Where panic starts to settle in
And I'm afraid of everything.
Oh, I lost my head again.
Welcome to oblivion,
I gotta get off the medicine
'Cause I can't stand who I am.
Oh, I think I'm losing it"
WELCOME TO OBLIVION
-Madina Lake
"You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong."
BEAUTY IN THE BREAKDOWN
-The Scene Aesthetic
The only air I breathe.
"I don't wanna dream about,
all the things that never were.
Maybe I could live without,
when I'm out from under.
And I don't wanna feel the pain,
What good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out,
When I'm out from under."
OUT FROM UNDER
-Britney Spears
"You stand a little too tall,
say a little too much,
you're gonna bite that know-it-all tongue.
You tried a little too hard,
now I'm calling that bluff,
big plans are coming undone.
That's just typical,
you're so cynical,
couldn't have me.
I didn't want you,
you set yourself up to lose."
KEEP THE CHANGE, YOU FILTHY ANIMAL
-All Time Low
"When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins."
21 GUNS
-Green Day
"You can arrest me baby,
I don't wanna leave.
Lock me up,
throw away the key.
I don't care if I'm in trouble deep,
I'm addicted to your love.
I'll be your prisoner...
I'll be your prisoner tonight.
I, I ,I - I'm under your spell and I just can't get enough."
PRISONER
-Jeffree Star
"As I fall apart inside,
All of my thoughts collide,
And that's no way to live a life.
Oh, I think I'm losing it.
Welcome to oblivion,
Where panic starts to settle in
And I'm afraid of everything.
Oh, I lost my head again.
Welcome to oblivion,
I gotta get off the medicine
'Cause I can't stand who I am.
Oh, I think I'm losing it"
WELCOME TO OBLIVION
-Madina Lake
"You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong."
BEAUTY IN THE BREAKDOWN
-The Scene Aesthetic
heyyyyy luva...how you doin?
DELETED, March 6th, 2009 at 05:05:05pm
lol i guess...why?
DELETED, March 6th, 2009 at 01:35:46pm
to get things out of you of course
DELETED, March 6th, 2009 at 01:33:16pm
yes
DELETED, March 6th, 2009 at 01:30:04pm
sure.
DELETED, March 6th, 2009 at 01:28:38pm
nothing...why
DELETED, March 6th, 2009 at 01:26:41pm
if you say so...i dont feel like arguing about it so you win this one
DELETED, March 6th, 2009 at 01:25:56pm
miss you too
DELETED, March 6th, 2009 at 01:24:22pm
i love you too baby
DELETED, March 6th, 2009 at 01:18:07pm
Crazy? Who cares. I don't. Or do I? I DO! HE DOES! Is he me? Am I he? Maybe they are me. Or maybe I am them. Oh well, who cares. CHEESE FOR EVERYBODY! Wait...scratch that. It wouldn't be quite a celebration if you didn't like cheese, now would it? I like pie. You can put anything in it. Fruit, citrus, body organs...LIKE BRAIN PIE!
............care to donate? =)
Meh I don't talk to really anybody anymore. The whole human race (mortal homosapiens) in general should just wither away in the dark depths of the human soul (the children of the Addams family...but they are at summer camp). Or they should all live...hmm...they want to live...and they keep trying to live...which is a bad thing in my mental bible (planning to create a Xarxes of Madness (equivalent to the bible but in atheist form)).
*sigh*
I have grown bored.
OH YES! Jill. No, I only talk to few people now. Others I just tell to go suck their vagina.
*shock*
I'm volunteering at the Christus Spohn over the summer.
*sigh*
I've grown tired again.
Ta-ta. Reply back or I'll PLUCK YOUR EYES OUT! =)
(BTW I have been given the title, "Prince of Madness" by people in Freer. lmao can you tell why?) NO YOU CAN'T. LIAR! Why would you lie? You're so honest =)
TheShadowChild., March 4th, 2009 at 10:14:05pm
No...she knows fer sure I'm not bipolar. She refused to get me tested for it too
"NO NO NO...*doc laughs psychotically*...I'm sure you're not bipolar"
She was overly happy. I think someone did drugs before my appointment lol
No. Why would I be mad at her? Sure I haven't talked to her in like forever...but how am I supposed to? (BTW Hi Jill if you're reading this) We don't have the same lunch and our daily routes are totally different.
TheShadowChild., March 3rd, 2009 at 09:43:18pm
You should just ask your [size=130]magickal[/size] question. Now I have to wait twice as long and you probably forgot it =)
Funny story...in FCCLA today, out table played Strip the bottle. We spun a Gatorade bottle and whoever it landed on had to take off one artical of clothing lmao =D
We stopped at the shirt and pants though cause Mrs. Brock was like...2 tables away >.>
*invented game out of boredom* Yes...I created the rated R game obviously haha
I'm so #%%*$@ tired of people at the moment. Homosapians in general.
They're idiotic, moronic, senseless, worthless beings destroying a planet because they can't move their lazy @$$ 2 steppes to their mailbox!
Anywho...besides the game...
Ohhh...the results came in the post today. Doctor Hefel thinks I have Dissociative Identity disorder. I think she's wrong though because that's just basically Multiple Personality disorder...I'm not several different people in one O_o
"...I'm sure you have this psychiatric disorder because you suffer amnesia when your mood and facial expressions change to anger and frustration or sadness..."
That doesn't sound like me. Sure the amnesia part is kinda true. I don't remember certain parts of the day or week but that's just short term memory, right? Ugh...I bet she's trying to get me crazy >_> What do you think of it?
Now...your question?
TheShadowChild., March 2nd, 2009 at 10:51:36pm
lmao I didn't even know the shrink's name until now. Her name is Christine Hefel. Hefel hefel hefel hefel hefel...it's not sinking in. It's too much of a strange name
=D
TheShadowChild., February 28th, 2009 at 10:56:07pm
Bleh...they think your mom is ridiculous...but they don't know why you transfered. They don't even know you're lesbien.
The shrink's results are coming in tomorrow apparently btw.
((Taylor Hicks makes me crap my pants)) He's weird...
CAUTION: TORNADOCANES FORMING IN MINNESOTA! THESE WEATHER PATTERNS ARE SMARTER AND COMMIT MORE HUMAN CRIMES SUCH AS IDENTITY THEFT USING HIGH WINDS TO SEPERATE YOU FROM YOUR WALLET!
Meh...Sorry I was watching SNL.
Ta-ta for now
TheShadowChild., February 28th, 2009 at 10:50:38pm
Well I'm seeing a shrink too tomorrow. In San Anthonio though.
My parents think I'm seriously depressed and I need to let my thoughts run on someone *rolls eyes* That and my parents think I've been acting strange ever since my opa passed away 2 years ago. Then they think it's getting worse ever since you left...nobody else ever notices it. I do. I know what's happening, but I don't know why or how.
Anywho...*huggle* I miss you.
So sick of all this. Are you moving because of your mom?
TheShadowChild., February 28th, 2009 at 01:17:29am