Yeeaahhhh that's how it was where I grew up. Outskirts of the City of Orangeburg, you knew most of the people. Especially in school, you knew who everyone was. There was literally /nothing/ to do unless it was illegal or you felt being risky at night. ANd, personally, I'd never ever /ever/ want to go to Atlanta. It seems like a horrorshow to me. I never want to go to Atlanta, New York, or Los Angeles. But that's me. xD
Yeeaahhh, when you can, just try and get out if that's what you /really/ want. If you aren't sure, don't leave or you will get stuck and be miserable. I wanted to leave, and was damn ready to leave O-Burg. Granted, I hate it here in Nashville but if someone asks me if I miss Orangeburg at all, I genuinely do not miss anything. I even told my parents flat out I'm not going back unless it's to get all my sh*t out of my room.
i dunno. i think it's because mike is pat's best friend and then i came into the picture through mike's girlfriend dani, and dani's the one that pretty much got pat and i together. she's the one that both gave us the courage to go for it.
I tried cuddling up to him one night after he kissed me on the cheek and he pretty much pushed me away. And then he explained to me he wants to take it slow because he wants me to be comfortable with him. I've been hanging out with him everyday for the past two weeks. What we have is cute. We cuddle all the time and kiss and stuff. I think his friend mike is weirded out by us seeings each other though...but everything is perfect. We're taking the time to get to know each other and i love spending time with him. I just started school again so i can't see him during the week and everyday he texts me and tells me he misses me :3 It's weird not seeing him everyday like i have been but he undertands school has to come first.
and dude, people are busy. don't go apologizing for having a life.
...so i met this guy pat. we've been chilling a few times a week and he texted me a few days ago and told me he thinks he likes me. i've had my eyes on the guy since 4-20 (that;s when i first met him) and just knowing he likes me back is f*cking amazing, even if he is seven years older than me. he's confusing though. cause i'm use to a younger guy, y'know? like, we've had dinner together a few times and stuff and like i don't even get a hug from the guy...i dunno. i'm just being paranoid i guess. i don't wanna rush anything but i wanna at least hold his hand or something...