Left Breathless
I feel as if a raging war is being conducted inside my head. As all wars are - it's very unpleasant.
Last night I dreamt I gave birth to a baby rabbit. Yeah, weird, whatever.
<i>To see a rabbit in your dream, foretells of luck, magic and of a favorable turn of events and a positive outlook in your future endeavors. Alternatively, rabbits symbolize your sexual activity.
To see a white rabbit in your dream, symbolizes faithfulness of a lover.
To see many rabbits hopping about the meadows, signifies fertility and that children will bring you much joy.
To dream that you are giving birth to a non-human creature, signifies you overwhelming (an unfounded) fear in the health of your baby. You are overly concerned that your baby may have birth defects. This type of dream is common in expectant mothers in their second trimester. If you are not expecting, then it refers to your fear in the outcome of some decision or project. You are trying to overcome difficulties in your life and achieve inner development. In particular, if you dream that you are giving birth to a monster, then it implies that your inner creative energy has yet to differentiate itself and grow into expression. You may hold some hesitation in releasing this "monster" for fear that others will judge your or that they will not accept your ideals. (Info from www.dreammoods.com)
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Weird, huh? So...it's telling me, basically that I'm scared of a new project but it's going to be lucky anyway.
Okay...no...just no. Is this about my stupid exams? Jeez.
I felt compassion for my little baby bunny though, something I thought I never would feel. I despise children. I think my mind is trying to tell me something.
Also, I'm still in love with someone that I've tried to let go. Is this a sign that everything will turn out okay? I cannot help but feel my heart flutter like a silly butterfly when I talk to her. I've tried to move on, have different crushes and such but nothing...
She's one of the very few reasons I'm still here, in a cosmical sense.
Even so, I still feel as if I'm freefalling through my mentality and that it isn't going to be long until I'm given a "rest". Especially since my school now thinks I'm going to do a Virginia Tech on them because of...guess what?
...Guessed yet?
A poem.
Yep. A poem. It's one I've posted here, called "Losing the Feeling of Lost".
Oh joy.
Last night I dreamt I gave birth to a baby rabbit. Yeah, weird, whatever.
<i>To see a rabbit in your dream, foretells of luck, magic and of a favorable turn of events and a positive outlook in your future endeavors. Alternatively, rabbits symbolize your sexual activity.
To see a white rabbit in your dream, symbolizes faithfulness of a lover.
To see many rabbits hopping about the meadows, signifies fertility and that children will bring you much joy.
To dream that you are giving birth to a non-human creature, signifies you overwhelming (an unfounded) fear in the health of your baby. You are overly concerned that your baby may have birth defects. This type of dream is common in expectant mothers in their second trimester. If you are not expecting, then it refers to your fear in the outcome of some decision or project. You are trying to overcome difficulties in your life and achieve inner development. In particular, if you dream that you are giving birth to a monster, then it implies that your inner creative energy has yet to differentiate itself and grow into expression. You may hold some hesitation in releasing this "monster" for fear that others will judge your or that they will not accept your ideals. (Info from www.dreammoods.com)
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Weird, huh? So...it's telling me, basically that I'm scared of a new project but it's going to be lucky anyway.
Okay...no...just no. Is this about my stupid exams? Jeez.
I felt compassion for my little baby bunny though, something I thought I never would feel. I despise children. I think my mind is trying to tell me something.
Also, I'm still in love with someone that I've tried to let go. Is this a sign that everything will turn out okay? I cannot help but feel my heart flutter like a silly butterfly when I talk to her. I've tried to move on, have different crushes and such but nothing...
She's one of the very few reasons I'm still here, in a cosmical sense.
Even so, I still feel as if I'm freefalling through my mentality and that it isn't going to be long until I'm given a "rest". Especially since my school now thinks I'm going to do a Virginia Tech on them because of...guess what?
...Guessed yet?
A poem.
Yep. A poem. It's one I've posted here, called "Losing the Feeling of Lost".
Oh joy.
Ah. One thing, the tag for italics is bb code, [ i ], w/out those spaces. =]
Sadytha, April 29th, 2007 at 01:39:18pm