i feel lonely
every friday when i arrive home i feel really sad, i know that's weird... i don't know whats the matter with me, when i´m at school i´m happy cos i´m with people, i speak and joke, but then at home when i´m alone i feel thah i have nobody who really understands me and i know that in the new school those people are just classmates,
i have never find a person like me, someone to share my secrets... the closest person to me is my sister but the most of the times i have nothing to tell her and i dont talk with her in all the day, but i know she is the best friend i have found in my life...
i have so much things that i don't tell to anyone,,, In addition i don't feel like going out i prefer to be alone at home despite i know that it makes me sad... i´m so confused.. sometimes i feel really really happy but in 2 seconds i feel so depressed... now i wait monday to speak with someone...
I feel my life is empty... have u ever felt the same? (i´m sorry if this blog is depressing, i just needed to say it, this is how i am, i would like to change but is difficult )
i have never find a person like me, someone to share my secrets... the closest person to me is my sister but the most of the times i have nothing to tell her and i dont talk with her in all the day, but i know she is the best friend i have found in my life...
i have so much things that i don't tell to anyone,,, In addition i don't feel like going out i prefer to be alone at home despite i know that it makes me sad... i´m so confused.. sometimes i feel really really happy but in 2 seconds i feel so depressed... now i wait monday to speak with someone...
I feel my life is empty... have u ever felt the same? (i´m sorry if this blog is depressing, i just needed to say it, this is how i am, i would like to change but is difficult )
yes, i've felt the same. You've just got to hang around other people and take them as they are. What you see on the surface may leave the personality veiled. I know a few people that are similar to me to some degree, but i suppose there can never be an exact copy of you. Not even personality wise. But just find someone to hang out with so you wouldnt be left alone. I hate being alone cause it can get pretty depressing for me pretty quickly, believe me, company is the best solution.
PaNcAkEs, May 12th, 2007 at 10:26:14am
& no, I've never found anyone like me ever.
So yeah, I know how it is.
Vicious.., May 11th, 2007 at 11:30:08am
It's OK.
I haven't got any friends at all.
I don't need them.
I just kinda sleep all day at school.
Vicious.., May 11th, 2007 at 11:29:22am
its okay.....i feel exactly the same way...
feel free to pm me anytime and ill be willing to listen to anything you have to say
NiMrOd_1995, May 11th, 2007 at 11:27:28am