The voice DO you hear it?
I don't really know how to say this specially cuz there aint lot to say, its more ofa question
here it goes
Have you ever being left absoult alone and with no other stimulus than yourself, have you talked to yourself. I mean not just everydays bullshit , no ,no ,no I mean have you stared into a mirror got lost into your own eyes and activate a voice inside asking who the fukc are you?
Like repeating yourself your own name and looking at yourself. Literally talking to yourself with the knowledge that the question you ask, you will have to answer.
I mean when you don't think at all about any other thing that yourself as being. Actually being with yourself
Listening to your own thoughts directed towards your own?
And If you so
Do You hear the voice?
I dont know if this happens to every one certainly happens to me.
I start a dialogue with myself and hear my own talking to my other own. And then I can't shut it up. The voice wont leave me alone, it goes on for hours and hours. Sometimes it feels like a whisper, sometimes its shouting at me and I can't stop it. Its as if it would be punishing me.
for example this is what I wrote on one of those episodes
"I HATE T HATE
HATE TO HATE
HATE TO HATE
SHUT UP
STOP IT
MAKE IT STOP
OH PLEASE MAKE IT STOP
SOMEBOSY KILL MY VOICE
ITS KILLING ME
SHUT IT UP
I NEED SILENCE I CANT BE"
OH PLEASE KILL IT"
thats from my diary and there are alot like that one
and Its just like that voice wont let me be man
It shut everything else up and it screams at me and its me.
I dont know can you hear it?
do you hate it to?
here it goes
Have you ever being left absoult alone and with no other stimulus than yourself, have you talked to yourself. I mean not just everydays bullshit , no ,no ,no I mean have you stared into a mirror got lost into your own eyes and activate a voice inside asking who the fukc are you?
Like repeating yourself your own name and looking at yourself. Literally talking to yourself with the knowledge that the question you ask, you will have to answer.
I mean when you don't think at all about any other thing that yourself as being. Actually being with yourself
Listening to your own thoughts directed towards your own?
And If you so
Do You hear the voice?
I dont know if this happens to every one certainly happens to me.
I start a dialogue with myself and hear my own talking to my other own. And then I can't shut it up. The voice wont leave me alone, it goes on for hours and hours. Sometimes it feels like a whisper, sometimes its shouting at me and I can't stop it. Its as if it would be punishing me.
for example this is what I wrote on one of those episodes
"I HATE T HATE
HATE TO HATE
HATE TO HATE
SHUT UP
STOP IT
MAKE IT STOP
OH PLEASE MAKE IT STOP
SOMEBOSY KILL MY VOICE
ITS KILLING ME
SHUT IT UP
I NEED SILENCE I CANT BE"
OH PLEASE KILL IT"
thats from my diary and there are alot like that one
and Its just like that voice wont let me be man
It shut everything else up and it screams at me and its me.
I dont know can you hear it?
do you hate it to?
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But mine always comes in with a negative point of view. I don't like my "other voice."
Like, I'll try my best at a sport or something, and the results aren't exactly what I want them to be. Half of me says, "Shake it off, just keep working at it." The other half says, "f*ck IT YOU CAN DO A MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN THAT GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS YOU SUCK AND YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE TO BE ON THE TEAM!" Even when it I barely made one mistake.
My other voice always comes in the form of... like... a really strict, perfectionist parent. Mine isn't very good. But, like I said, some people don't even bother to acknowledge that they've got another side to themselves, and I still think that's worse.
Funky Platypus, May 28th, 2007 at 11:02:38pm
I dont like I never have
partly thats why I cant stand silence and the reason why this site is important to me
So I cant have constant interactions with other ppl and that closes my voice
Dumbfuck, May 28th, 2007 at 11:00:19pm
It's bad when you don't want to hear it :[
.......But hours can fly by when you do :]
This Is A Crass Song, May 28th, 2007 at 10:57:12pm
yeah maybe
it is still
its so f*ckign hard to shut sometimes I try to kill it by banging my head to the wall and It never works up
Dumbfuck, May 28th, 2007 at 10:54:22pm
Who needs sanity anyway :]
Hmmm you too Funky Platypus?
Maybe it's more normal than we think.
This Is A Crass Song, May 28th, 2007 at 10:50:27pm
I don't think we're losing it. Everyone has that "other voice." But some people choose to not acknowledge that it exists and decide to live their lives in a less open-minded way. It's being stubborn, not smart, on their parts.
At least we acknowledge that there's another part of our minds. Ah, it's hard for me to explain without sounding crazy. You know what I mean. xD
Funky Platypus, May 28th, 2007 at 10:49:53pm
atleast we are loosing it together
Dumbfuck, May 28th, 2007 at 10:45:08pm
You know, I get it. I like that. It's cool. It's like our REAL mind having a fight with our conscious. I love it, and I completely understand it. I get those kind of internal... fights/conversations sometimes too. I think it's normal.
Funky Platypus, May 28th, 2007 at 10:45:02pm
Lol maybe we are
This Is A Crass Song, May 28th, 2007 at 10:40:00pm
thank f*cking god I thought I was loosing it
Dumbfuck, May 28th, 2007 at 10:34:32pm
God yes......I had that when I was 12 briefly....but now I think it's coming back.
I tend to sit and talk to myself in the mirror for hours.......it gets hard to stop....
This Is A Crass Song, May 28th, 2007 at 10:30:22pm