22 hours and counting

Yup.. that's it.. 22 hours and count is how long I've been awake. I went to bed late sun/early mon and woke up at 8:30 am Monday.. and I only had about 3 hours of sleep... I was soo tired all day but I knew if I went to sleep early then I would only sleep for like 4 or 5 hours and bolt awake in the middle of the night. So I waited.. and then I took my night meds at 11pm and actually took extra since it's for sleep... and what do you know; nothing.

Thisis a side effect from my illness. My sleep pattern can get erratic...

This sucks donkey dick.

I have a shit load of stuff this week, all of which I don't want to do. I need sleep and fast or I'm going to end up sick again.

The only good thing was that I had another brain fart about my illness. Holly and I were talking about our series of stories and I made an off hand comment about some day I will understand why I tourture Sab so much...lol

Holly was like pain is funny?

Then I had amy brain fart... nooo it deeper than that... she is a part of me and for some reason I feel that I need to be toutured like that.. and since I can't do that in real life.. it corresponds to her

That is a 'break through' for me... it's another piece in the puzzle of my illness. And I really can't wait to see my therapist to tell her aboutit... even though she is leaving...
Posted on January 23rd, 2007 at 06:08am


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