Church: Is attempting to brainwash.



People say that when you hit your teens it becomes easier and you can plan your life the way you want it.But that isn't the case, when you got to church apparantly there is rules that must be followed and some people will follow them and others won't. I began to think about how the world is and what state of minds are these people are in who call themselves "holy people" don't do what they want but they do exactly what the church tells them to do.

The bible has stories of Jesus and the miracles and things like that, and apparantly there is answers to every day problems. I hate to tell everyone, I looked and I found no answers only a condradictions. The things that are supposed to make sense actually didn't, I mean how can someone compare life to what happened 2000 years ago. When I was a child I went to church, I was baptized and went to sunday school every single week without fail. Then when I got older I started to sit in the church where the sermons and everything took place, I got confused and didn't question anythying and started to believe that I had to prove everything to god. But when I got even older I started to loose faith, but I couldn't tell anyone because these people really believed that God was there for them, through thick and thin. Maybe its true, maybe he was there but he wasn't there for me.

Before my father died I prayed and prayed that he would be okay, but he died shortly afterwards. It was unfair that he died and my family was left in ruins. My mother continues to go to church and often tries to make me go, but I can't face it and there is alot of reasons why. And its not because I am angry at god for taking my dad away.

During the Sermons the minsiter or vicar will talk about the readings and relate them in to day's society. One which really annoyed me was expectations.
There is expectations in every day life, we all know that but there is more from the church than there has ever been, the church is still in 20th centuary and they need to modernise. Look at the people who go to church, its mostly old people and when they die there will be no members because they alienate people who don't fit their criteria.
I went to church yesterday to see if I could regain my faith, but it didn't happen.

God wants us to be good christians who don't doubt his word or power, well I did and thats maybe why he hates me. But hey I can deal with it.
If god was all loving why has he let so many things in the world happen, children have gone missing, pedo's are on the loose and oggling kids. Doesn't he see what a messed up world we live in, in the bible it talks about inner strength and following Jesus. But how do we know that jesus didn't smoke weed, I mean they wouldn't have known what it was. I got told that I needed to see the light, the light which god apparantly gave us and I'm not trying to diss anyone who believes in god but he is supposed to be all loving and kind and accepts people for who they are. But we all know thats bullshit, people who go to church now a days judge, alienate and disgrace the younger generation for being who they are. If they see a group of kids walking down the street, they instantly think that they are going to cause trouble.

THE BRAINWASH

Personally I think the church is trying to brainwash everyone, if not trying already have. They say that we must do this to please him.
Posted on July 23rd, 2007 at 03:08pm

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