Hi GSB. Its been a while...

Hi GSB, im writing this blog because I haven’t been very active on GSB for a long time now. A lot has happened in the past few months, and I even met a good friends from Adelaide, whom, I met on GSB a few years back =] But I will leave that for another blog.

Ill start off, its summer in Australia, and I am on school holidays, but not for too long as school starts on the 2nd of Feb! And I will be starting year 12, my last and final year of schooling.

I suppose you could call me nervous, but I know I shouldn’t be. I am very pleased with my self to be honest. In the time which ive been apart of GSB, I have encountered so many changes; myself, my lifestyle, getting a job, my school…the list goes on.

I have absolutely no real life problems. I have a great life. There are slight things that suck, but I get over them, although, that doesn’t mean that I do not have the right to complain about them.

The thing is, these holidays have been so great. Sure, I didn’t go anywhere, our family doesn’t go on holidays, we don’t have that kind of money, but I have made my own fun. My point is, I loved these holidays, I finally got a chance to get away from everything happening at school. And even better, I didn’t sit my ass down on the computer for a lot of the time either. I was out of the house. Just what I wanted.

All the people stressing over exams, all the people who made me feel socially awkward, boyfriends, classes, repetition all throughout the year. I left all of that at school when holidays started, and really, im not looking forward to it.

I don’t want to go back to stressing out about recess or lunch. Those times of social gatherings and whatnot. I hate them. When I finish a class, most of the time I just want everyone else to leave me alone, in that room, by myself.

And I don’t know why I feel like this, I just want solitude at school. And I stress out. Which ends up with me breaking out in cold sores. I got them pretty much once a month, and they covered my top lip a lot. Its pretty gross.

These two months of holidays, I haven’t had one cold sore, I haven’t felt socially awkward, I haven’t felt so down like I do when im in school. And well, school is nearing again.

I haven’t completed much homework either. The one thing that im looking forward most to this year, above all, above even graduating and actually completing my high school ‘education’ is awaiting the new Green Day album. Its all I could think about last year, and the year before that. And I know, this year, it will probably be released =].

So GSB, even thought I wasn’t an ‘active’ member over the few months, I have been on GSB every few days to read the blogs, but I just haven’t been logging in.

Well, bye.
Posted on January 21st, 2009 at 10:38pm


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