So many boys, but none I can return the favor for.

When I look back, I see Dorney a day of memories. May 22nd, 2009, our school's music program went on a trip. My boyfriend and I were attached at the hip. Kissing and hugging like we needed each other to survive. Now times have changed, and my boyfriend, Brad and I have grown apart, and broken up. I miss how it was, but I try to move on like a smart person would. Boy is it rough. (no pun intended.)

Now about 5 or 6 different guys like me, but I'm not entirely interested in any of them. Peter, David, and Austin are all exes of mine. Peter and David in band with me. Austin lives in Palisades so it would be long distance, (and he has a different girlfriend every week.) Derek and Nate are also in band with me, but Nate just graduated. Derek is alright, not boyfriend material, Nate is a bit of a pervert. Neither for me.

Unfortunately, I never seem to love what's good for me. Peter is alright, but I don't love him. He wanted me to kiss him, but I'd rather not lead him on. I actually talked to Brad about it, and he said to me, "Peter likes anything with a pulse." I told him I didn't want to lead him on. He told me that then I shouldn't kiss him. It was the first time, in a long time we were friendly again. Thank God.
I have no clue what to do now that summer's here. Pray for a miracle I guess. CRAP.
Posted on June 24th, 2010 at 07:42pm


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