Friends or Foes?

Alright, so most people probably know about my obsession with Hetalia. Well, I do a multitude of things with that obsession. I watch/read it, read and write fanfictions, look at and create fanart, and, more recently, roleplay as Hetalia characters.

My first Hetalia Roleplay was South Italy, or Romano, or Lovino, or Lovi. He goes by a lot of names. The point is, I was Lovi as a werewolf. Still am, actually. Then I decided I wanted to try another character. I went on a hetalia horror roleplay site and put in my application for Japan. I got accepted. It was fun for a while. I guess it still is.

One day, someone brought up that Harry Potter fanfic, My Immortal. Everyone was quoting it and making fun of it and having a jolly good time, but when I tried to do the same the next day everyone got mad at me and left. I had to apologize for doing what they were so keen to do the day before. Someone else followed suit and I said "lmfao" and I was bitched out for it. She wasn't. I was.

Today, someone replied to my thread that was over, and we got attacked by a demon. No one corrected him. I replied with being possessed by the demon, but I asked a moderator if it was alright first. The moderator talked to the administrator, and they agreed that it was alright. So I posted it.

We just got finished with a huge ordeal about how that somehow completely messes up the entire roleplay on the entire site. If I may quote something:

"I really hate how we have to edit about every post in this RP just to fit your minor things that change everything."

And then the other person apologized, and everyone went on about how "Oh, it's not your fault!" When I apologized, three times, they just ignored me. After I edited a bunch of posts and had every single one of my ideas about how to make things right in the RP shot down, THEN they accepted my apology. Well it was more of an "It's okay now~" than anything else.

At first, these people were so nice. I don't know what I did to make them hate me like this, though. I didn't break any rules, I didn't troll, I didn't really do much wrong. I made one honest mistake, which is because I was told I was allowed to do that. I tried to quit the forums because of something like this before, but got chewed out for being a "drama queen". Honestly, I'm just upset that they're doing things like this. I don't want to have to leave, and I don't want to say anything to them either, because like my character I try to avoid pissing other people off.

I know I haven't been on here in a long time, but this is the one place where people actually accepted me. I guess I was just a moron for thinking I could find that same acceptance and camaraderie somewhere else as well.

I probably sound like an idiot here, right? I just don't understand it. But whatever. Go ahead and call me a moron as much as you want, or a drama queen, or a bitch, or a loser, or a piece of crap... anything. I'm perfectly used to it.

Thanks for reading my rant, at any rate.
Posted on July 21st, 2010 at 03:20am


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