A Letter From Someone Forgotten

Dear boy who became Whatshisface,
I never thought you'd be the one to break all your promises when it was all said and done. You told me I was yours, and that somehow, you had fallen for me. Tell me if I was ever wrong to think you were meant for me, or that we were meant to be. Since I was split in two when you walked away with my heart's last key, it's only fair for me to hear the truth. I never knew that you'd leave me like this, or that it would even end this way. I'm wondering if I feel regret, hatred, or lovesick for you, would you tell me?

After all that we've been through, I thought you would at least care. You said that you would never forget me, or the time we shared. I guess that's just it...you SAID. At least you've come to show me that actions speak louder than any words can. All the times you were drunk, all the texts you sent, and all the voice mails you left. They are all reminders of what we used to have together.

Before you stabbed the piercing blade through my heart and ripped it through my chest, you told me how special I was. You made me feel like I had worth. You made me feel like I had a purpose. I guess the lies you feed are as good as your aim. Every single day I hope and pray that I'll run into you, just so you're forced to talk to me. Just so for one split second I can hold onto you, before you slip through my fingertips again...but that's never going to happen.

Lastly, I want to make sure you know that there isn't a single day that goes by that I don't think about you. About your eyes, your laugh, your voice, and the way we hugged the last time I saw you. I thought that at least we'd still have this last thing in common, but I guess not. You broke your promises, so I broke mine. We both are forgetting each other, and the once cherished memories we hold. Thanks for the tears, I took yours so you didn't have to cry too.
Love always,
The girl who became Whatshername
Posted on March 24th, 2011 at 08:21pm


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