How do you see me?
Friend or Foe, how do you see me?
Am I happy?
Outgoing?
Confident?
Trouble free?
Random?
Silly?
Unrealistic?
Do you think nothing bothers me?
That I simply don't think about the bad stuff?
Is Carpe Diem my motto for living?
Am I an avid reading of Chicken Soup For The Soul?
Do I believe in love and that something somewhere is watching out for me?
Or
Anxious?
Depressed?
Worried?
Scared?
Uncertain?
Carrying a weight too heavy for my skinny shoulders?
Do I not know where I am going?
Striving for attention so I finally feel loved?
In fact, does love even apply in my world anymore?
Do I wish someone would just say they gave a damn?
Not curse me when I am quiet?
Do I wish someone would finally realise somethings wrong?
Do I even have faith in myself?
Am I alone?
Can the headaches get so bad that my teeth clenched like locked gates?
Do I hate the pesisting questions of how I look?
Am I not also a living breathing person?
Can I not hear them when they snigger about me, suggesting I need a makeover?
Do I worry about impressions?
That I'm not good enough?
Yes?
No?
Maybe?
I have no clue.
Am I happy?
Outgoing?
Confident?
Trouble free?
Random?
Silly?
Unrealistic?
Do you think nothing bothers me?
That I simply don't think about the bad stuff?
Is Carpe Diem my motto for living?
Am I an avid reading of Chicken Soup For The Soul?
Do I believe in love and that something somewhere is watching out for me?
Or
Anxious?
Depressed?
Worried?
Scared?
Uncertain?
Carrying a weight too heavy for my skinny shoulders?
Do I not know where I am going?
Striving for attention so I finally feel loved?
In fact, does love even apply in my world anymore?
Do I wish someone would just say they gave a damn?
Not curse me when I am quiet?
Do I wish someone would finally realise somethings wrong?
Do I even have faith in myself?
Am I alone?
Can the headaches get so bad that my teeth clenched like locked gates?
Do I hate the pesisting questions of how I look?
Am I not also a living breathing person?
Can I not hear them when they snigger about me, suggesting I need a makeover?
Do I worry about impressions?
That I'm not good enough?
Yes?
No?
Maybe?
I have no clue.
Everyone doubts themself from time to time, i know i've done it.
And i'm sure i'll do it again, i guess all anyone can do is give it time to discover who they are.
And that can take weeks, months or even years.
Stef., March 26th, 2007 at 06:11:57am
*hugs you*
I find you as a genuinely nice person =]
The Brightside., March 26th, 2007 at 05:53:41am