Life and Death Situation
Yesterday, I decided that the darkest member of my family should be wiped off the face of this planet. I followed in my girlfriends footsteps. She likes to take drugs now and then to remind herself that she is alive.
So, I did the drugs with her ( p o t ) and we decided to try to commit suicide. Together. And... Well, we couldn't do it. So we didn't. But the look in her eyes when she said she was ready to die with me..I just can't forget it.
feel free to ignore this post all you want. I know that no one cares. I just had to tell someone. anyone. even though (someone and anyone doesn't care about me) this is a site and no one really knows me. sorry for wasting your time.
So, I did the drugs with her ( p o t ) and we decided to try to commit suicide. Together. And... Well, we couldn't do it. So we didn't. But the look in her eyes when she said she was ready to die with me..I just can't forget it.
feel free to ignore this post all you want. I know that no one cares. I just had to tell someone. anyone. even though (someone and anyone doesn't care about me) this is a site and no one really knows me. sorry for wasting your time.
It's good you didn't commit suicide. I know that I don't know you, but it's sad... :(
Don't commit suicide! well, I'm not the one should be talking... But, just don't!
Everything is going to get better... soner or later...
And people care about you. Even if you don't think so.
I'm not good at comforting or helping people but I hope I've helped
brompton cocktail., April 3rd, 2007 at 08:48:21am
suicide is horrible to think about
and sad that you think it's your last resort.
If you're going to do drugs
then, don't abuse them, like you seem to be doing
and... you should talk to someone
because, trust me, people CARE
southernidiot, April 2nd, 2007 at 09:51:21pm
oh :( you didn't waste my time :) and it's good that you didn't commit suicide in the end.
adrea, April 2nd, 2007 at 09:19:53pm
o_o u must be living a very bad moment... i have many problems too but i have never thought about suicide...i´m sorry, sure things will become better soon..
elena1990billiejoe, April 2nd, 2007 at 12:40:42pm
Yeah, that was really sad. Hope you and your friend are okay
Jessika with a K, April 2nd, 2007 at 12:32:31pm
im sorry it got to that point
redgreendayfan, April 2nd, 2007 at 12:12:59pm