Pansy .xo

I AM ALMOST NEVER ON THIS SITE

Hi- my name is Pansy; please don't laugh at me.I live in Canada. I've heard the Americans think it's really cold here- I'd like to clear that up. It isn't cold here- thanks to global warming.
I guess I've always had that feeling that I really wasn't normal. It was like a cancer, that just kept growing until it took over my entire body and I became what I am now. Alienated.
Sometimes I think my problem is just a phase- that I'll get over it eventually. Sometimes that's a bad thing... I can't tell the difference between a phase and a serious problem. Like how nobody besides me knows about my problem...
I am REALLY introverted- so I really don't tell anyone anything. And I'm sensitive, so I get really hurt when people insult me and make fun of me, even though I shouldn't, But... please don't make fun of me.
I don't trust people. It's not JUST men... and it's not JUST strangers- it's everybody. I try to- I really do... but I've just been stabbed in the back too many times- trusting people just isn't working for me.
I DO live in my head- big time. I write stories, poems, anything. I draw pictures. I used to lie a lot- there's really no point to it now since no one knows whether I'm lying or not. I think too much- which leads to spacing out- which gets me in trouble 99% of the time...
I'm usually not ALL that hyper... but be my friend; I'll send you cybercookies. <3

-Pansy .xo