It's those kind of days...
Sometimes you feel totally crushed. You don't want to do anything but cry. Sometimes it feels like your world has fallen apart, and there is nothing you can do about it. Sometimes everything that was right for you suddenly seems wrong. Sometimes all your beliefs gets crushed. Sometimes you don't know what it means and you have no clue what to do.
It's those days where you rather spend all day lying in bed and crying. And the tears seem so relieving. It seems like you have to cry to make it better. The rings under your red eyes get bigger and bigger, your lips are dry, your eyes red. Your hair is a mess and your body hasn't felt anything but the pyjama on its skin.
It's those days where you wished magic could happen. Where you wished everything would just go away. In moments like that you dream of a hero to save you, someone who holds you close, someone to tell you everything will be alright.
But it is you. You have to be your own hero. You can take it into your hands, and you can make the magic happen. It's moments like those where you have to jump out of your bed. Where you should turn on your shower and wash all the dirt and tears away. Where you should turn on your favourite music; something to make you dance, something to make you smile. Put on your favourite clothes, go outside and take a deep breath. Feel the air on your face, smell the water, the plants. Let the sun, or even the rain, tickle your skin.
Because it’s those moments which make you feel alive. We need those moments to feel alive. To cry about something shows how much this thing really means to us. We have a heart and a soul, feelings and insecurities. Without those we would be cold as stone, we couldn’t feel love or friendship, hate or disgust. We wouldn’t have hopes and dreams, or insecurities and fears. It makes us human. It makes us live.
It's those days where you rather spend all day lying in bed and crying. And the tears seem so relieving. It seems like you have to cry to make it better. The rings under your red eyes get bigger and bigger, your lips are dry, your eyes red. Your hair is a mess and your body hasn't felt anything but the pyjama on its skin.
It's those days where you wished magic could happen. Where you wished everything would just go away. In moments like that you dream of a hero to save you, someone who holds you close, someone to tell you everything will be alright.
But it is you. You have to be your own hero. You can take it into your hands, and you can make the magic happen. It's moments like those where you have to jump out of your bed. Where you should turn on your shower and wash all the dirt and tears away. Where you should turn on your favourite music; something to make you dance, something to make you smile. Put on your favourite clothes, go outside and take a deep breath. Feel the air on your face, smell the water, the plants. Let the sun, or even the rain, tickle your skin.
Because it’s those moments which make you feel alive. We need those moments to feel alive. To cry about something shows how much this thing really means to us. We have a heart and a soul, feelings and insecurities. Without those we would be cold as stone, we couldn’t feel love or friendship, hate or disgust. We wouldn’t have hopes and dreams, or insecurities and fears. It makes us human. It makes us live.
amazing.
I can relate to every word.
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Bubble Wrap., September 18th, 2007 at 02:41:07am
It's a beautiful blog. Very well written.
Chrissi, September 18th, 2007 at 12:00:25am
This is so deep.
You have my vote for Best Blogger this month, too.
x]
brompton cocktail., September 17th, 2007 at 09:55:37pm
Nice blog.:]
Sunshine., September 17th, 2007 at 09:45:13pm
I'm bookmarking this page, because everything you wrote is too true.
Robin Sparkles, September 17th, 2007 at 02:06:46pm
Wow that was really deep.
Mr. Teatime, September 17th, 2007 at 11:13:51am
Everytime I have a bad day, I'll think of this.
Skippy., September 17th, 2007 at 10:19:09am
This is so true Susi. Getting out there again and living it what makes your life happier.
*hugs*
Grandma, September 17th, 2007 at 09:58:18am
Oh my god, this blog is so inspiring.
Well done.
waiting_a_long_time, September 17th, 2007 at 08:11:40am
that
was
beautiful.
I loved this blog.
:D
garrett nickelsen., September 16th, 2007 at 10:47:50pm
I actually enjoy crying.
not over things like when someone has died.
but, to feel horrible and cry...and let it all out..
it's so reliefing
champagne supernova*, September 16th, 2007 at 10:19:24pm
You have no idea how much this blog means to me..
Thank you so much.. I can relate to every word you've written
and this has actually made me feel better because I know that I'm not alone. So again, thank you. <3
threeam., September 16th, 2007 at 09:18:57pm
I love this blog. :]]
It's well written, and very true.
Getting past those days can be hard, but you just need to remember that tomorrow could be great.
<3
ruhbehka, September 16th, 2007 at 08:51:19pm
I'm into my september depression at the moment.
I get like this every. f*cking. september.
My cousin killed herself this month, many years ago, and so much else terrible has happened.
I just want to sleep all day long, and I don't feel like getting up in the mornings.
God, I hate September.
Nice blog.
Lykwoah, September 16th, 2007 at 08:17:34pm