What happened to the good times...
I still can't believe what happened at all. Why is he so different now? He isn't the boy I used to love. He's so pimpy cool now, at least he acts like it. And I always wonder if he has always been like that and just acted different towards me? It feels so weird suddenly, and I don't get it at all. What happened to him?
He used to be the sweetest boy you can imagine. He was always nice and polite and funny and romantic. When we talked about smoking he was all "eewwww", and now?
Maybe in the end he really was too young for me. He wasn't fully grown, still developing his personality maybe. I don't know. I shouldn't think about it too much, but can you blame me?
And then I find those files on my computer, like the song he wrote for me. And I wonder what happened that it all changed.
For The Rest Of My Life
She has two big beautiful bright blue eyes
And her beauty is compareable to the sunrise
Her skin is the softest thing I ever felt
And everytime i see her smile it makes me melt
I dont need no food
I dont need no money
I dont need no anything
Just need you with me for the rest of my life
When she giggles it tickles (touches) the soft spot on my heart
And to top it all off she's very smart
I kinda have the feeling this girl was meant for me
And all i want to do right now is make her happy
I dont need no food
I dont need no money
I dont need no anything
Just need you with me for the rest of my life
I think I finally figured it out
You are the girl with a heart of gold
I cant control the butterflies anymore
So I'll just declare my love to you on the count of four
1,2,3,4
I love you
I dont need no food
I dont need no money
I dont need no anything
Just need you with me for the rest of my life
I dont need no food
I dont need no money
I dont need no anything
Just need you with me for the rest of my life
That is the most beautiful thing someone has ever written about me. I've had a boy write a song for me before, but it wasn't as sweet as this.
I've never shown this to anyone before, only to some of my closest friends. He recorded the song for me, it has a seriously sweet and catchy melody. It's unbelievable. And now... I just can't listen to it anymore. It hurts too much.
What has happened that all of this changed so suddenly?
He used to be the sweetest boy you can imagine. He was always nice and polite and funny and romantic. When we talked about smoking he was all "eewwww", and now?
Maybe in the end he really was too young for me. He wasn't fully grown, still developing his personality maybe. I don't know. I shouldn't think about it too much, but can you blame me?
And then I find those files on my computer, like the song he wrote for me. And I wonder what happened that it all changed.
For The Rest Of My Life
She has two big beautiful bright blue eyes
And her beauty is compareable to the sunrise
Her skin is the softest thing I ever felt
And everytime i see her smile it makes me melt
I dont need no food
I dont need no money
I dont need no anything
Just need you with me for the rest of my life
When she giggles it tickles (touches) the soft spot on my heart
And to top it all off she's very smart
I kinda have the feeling this girl was meant for me
And all i want to do right now is make her happy
I dont need no food
I dont need no money
I dont need no anything
Just need you with me for the rest of my life
I think I finally figured it out
You are the girl with a heart of gold
I cant control the butterflies anymore
So I'll just declare my love to you on the count of four
1,2,3,4
I love you
I dont need no food
I dont need no money
I dont need no anything
Just need you with me for the rest of my life
I dont need no food
I dont need no money
I dont need no anything
Just need you with me for the rest of my life
That is the most beautiful thing someone has ever written about me. I've had a boy write a song for me before, but it wasn't as sweet as this.
I've never shown this to anyone before, only to some of my closest friends. He recorded the song for me, it has a seriously sweet and catchy melody. It's unbelievable. And now... I just can't listen to it anymore. It hurts too much.
What has happened that all of this changed so suddenly?
That's a very sweet song. (:
If he's changed, just be greatful that you had him while you liked him better.
If he just acted differently around you, at least you know the real him now.
Maybe he just feels a bit more free. :/
Skippy., October 28th, 2007 at 07:26:09am
*hugs back* wow that's really well said actually. thanks
Love, October 27th, 2007 at 07:42:01pm
With every change comes a reaction and you're coping with this the best you can. It'll hurt you for a bit, but not all hope is lost. You'll be okay. Change can really hurt, however, usually it's for the best.
:[ I'm really sorry. *hugs*
threeam., October 27th, 2007 at 07:39:57pm
Everyone is different and your strong.
Everyone has their love out there, you just need to try everything and have a look around.
schooldropout, October 27th, 2007 at 06:43:07pm
*hugs back*
thanks :/
Love, October 27th, 2007 at 06:43:00pm
i agree with Kirsty. Hopefully you two can be friends, but if you cant im sure you'll find someone else who will make your life happy. your probably one of the most nicest and prettiest girls i know and you have a great personality, i honestly dont know what guy could resist that =] just hang in there Susi *hugs*
The Evil Alchemist, October 27th, 2007 at 06:41:26pm
we're trying to be friends
it just still hurts so much for me
he doesnt seem to have any problem with the breakup though
but i still do
Love, October 27th, 2007 at 06:40:08pm
I think he just grew up...i mean im not really sure how old he was but young people often go through phases and most of the time they dont really know what they want.
All i know is that he's missing on out such a great person.
You will find someone.
You are pretty and caring you know just what to say and you can make anyone smile.
Im pretty sure he would still like you. =]
Maybe you two can try to be friends?
This doesnt mean the end of some sort of relationship between you two.
Im really sorry...and...that comment probably didn't help...ut you can PM whenever you feel like talking.
Just keep searching!
x
NiMrOd_1995, October 27th, 2007 at 06:38:30pm