Losing my grip on reality
I don't know how to start this...
Well, here goes nothing.
I have another problem. I'm full of those. I guess the best place to start would be right here:
A lot of the time, when I walk into a room, the power will momentarily go off and I'll feel a little more energetic. When I walk into a room full of people, weird things happen based on a certain person's mood. If it's someone I don't like, and they're in a crummy mood, then the same thing will happen as with the lights. It's strange, but even when they're hiding their mood it happens. I can kind of suck a person's energy. I searched it, and what came up was energy vampire. I can't help but wonder, am I really draining people of their energy? It's weird.
Also, sometimes I can will things to happen. If I say, "This is going to happen to this person." Then chances are it will. I can will things to happen to people, or sometimes I can just predict things happening.
When I predict things, it's also weird. It used to be that it didn't happen often, it took a while for it to come true, and it only happened when I was asleep. An example of this would be when I was in first grade and I had a dream that I was in a place I had never been to before. Then, a few years later, I moved. Well, the new school year started and I was in third grade. The next week or so, I was in the place that I dreamed. It was an exact replica of my dream. It was the computer lab of my new school.
But now, it's a lot more frequent. I could dream the next day, or a conversation that I would be having soon, or something like that. It could be major events, minor events, or anything in between. Usually I don't remember the dream until it happens, though. It's gotten to the point where I can't distinguish reality from my dreams anymore. It used to be this way once, but I can't remember when or why. All I can remember is that it's been happening for as long as I can remember. And now I don't have the slightest grip on reality.
So, now that I've got that all laid out, you guys have gotta help me out. And please, don't suggest any doctors, shrinks, or counselors. On all my other blogs about this kind of thing it's flooded with skeptics and people telling me that I need "mental help" and I'd appreciate it if I could get some advice that would actually help, or someone who can relate, or something like that. If you think I'm crazy, just tell me, but tell me why you think that. Give me something to back up your theory, whatever it may be. Thanks.
Well, here goes nothing.
I have another problem. I'm full of those. I guess the best place to start would be right here:
A lot of the time, when I walk into a room, the power will momentarily go off and I'll feel a little more energetic. When I walk into a room full of people, weird things happen based on a certain person's mood. If it's someone I don't like, and they're in a crummy mood, then the same thing will happen as with the lights. It's strange, but even when they're hiding their mood it happens. I can kind of suck a person's energy. I searched it, and what came up was energy vampire. I can't help but wonder, am I really draining people of their energy? It's weird.
Also, sometimes I can will things to happen. If I say, "This is going to happen to this person." Then chances are it will. I can will things to happen to people, or sometimes I can just predict things happening.
When I predict things, it's also weird. It used to be that it didn't happen often, it took a while for it to come true, and it only happened when I was asleep. An example of this would be when I was in first grade and I had a dream that I was in a place I had never been to before. Then, a few years later, I moved. Well, the new school year started and I was in third grade. The next week or so, I was in the place that I dreamed. It was an exact replica of my dream. It was the computer lab of my new school.
But now, it's a lot more frequent. I could dream the next day, or a conversation that I would be having soon, or something like that. It could be major events, minor events, or anything in between. Usually I don't remember the dream until it happens, though. It's gotten to the point where I can't distinguish reality from my dreams anymore. It used to be this way once, but I can't remember when or why. All I can remember is that it's been happening for as long as I can remember. And now I don't have the slightest grip on reality.
So, now that I've got that all laid out, you guys have gotta help me out. And please, don't suggest any doctors, shrinks, or counselors. On all my other blogs about this kind of thing it's flooded with skeptics and people telling me that I need "mental help" and I'd appreciate it if I could get some advice that would actually help, or someone who can relate, or something like that. If you think I'm crazy, just tell me, but tell me why you think that. Give me something to back up your theory, whatever it may be. Thanks.
Oh my whoaly.
I have dreams all the time, and they happen within the next week. I think we have some sort of psychic ability that we can't quite control.
"Usually I don't remember the dream until it happens, though." Same here.
Skippy., September 3rd, 2008 at 04:45:36am
i don't really know what to say
for one i don't think you're crazy
maybe you're a prophet!
who knows, sometimes what we think are our worst curses end up as our greatest blessings
but for now, just try to focus on something else. don't let this get to you and just try to live your life as you would if you weren't having these dreams and such.
the dream world is a mysterious place :] i don't think anyone is exactly sure why we dream exactly what we do. you could be the first in line for the next race of super humans or something, or you could me a messenger from god or something, or this could just be some semse of deja vu that really sucks.
either way, we're here for you and best wishes :]
Miley Cyrus, September 1st, 2008 at 11:45:05pm
I have pretty much the same thing :\
Which is really weird, but I've never questioned it.
I usually have dreams like that and I like to freak my friends out when I finish exactly what they were going to say :D
captain america, September 1st, 2008 at 08:37:08pm
It could be possible. I often lose grip on reality; as long as it doesn't really affect your life, there's no problem with it. I sometimes have experiences that I swear have happened before. Actually, that happened just earlier today. There are things we can't explain. This is just one of those things. Unless you really don't like it and can't live with it, I'd say just go with it and see what happens.
In My Insanity, September 1st, 2008 at 08:01:53pm
Pretty weird if you ask me, but I don't think you're crazy. It could all just be a coincidence, but I think it's possible to will things to happen. I've had similar experiences before. Like, I'll be in a place I've never been and I could have sworn I had a dream about being there before. It feels like a deja vu. It's also freaky when the dreams you have come true as well.
I'm not quite sure how I can help you, however, try to focus your mind on other stuff. Maybe that'll stop things from happening.
threeam., September 1st, 2008 at 07:52:01pm
that's cool.
i wish i was like youu.(:
toybox trash, September 1st, 2008 at 07:24:48pm