Glee

I know I'm really behind...but I just watched the first episode of Glee...and I freaking love it! I tried really hard to avoid that show. I thought it looked like something for LOSERS. Lol its so ironic that the first episode is all about that. The kids are being labeled losers for being in the glee club. But you know what...I am a loser. And I freaking loved that episode.

If you haven't watched it, go do it NOW. http://www.purelytoptv.com/glee/

Because you are all losers. And I think you will like it =]

Its so funny how little things like a tv show can really make you think. I have a TON of homework to do..but instead of doing it I watched the first episode of Glee. I know I shouldn't have because now it is past midnight and I am going to be up all night...but I don't regret it. I was having a really bad day and that is JUST what I needed.

I was upset today because yesterday I was hanging out with the guy I like and he mentioned that he had been texting this cheerleader and she is really cool. All I have been thinking about since then is how much of a loser I am. I'm not a peppy little cheerleader. I'm a nerdy weird girl. It crushed me that I was getting beat out by a cheerleader. The guy I like is just as nerdy and weird as me. He plays Magic the Gathering and video games all the time, like I do. He is really super skinny and kind of awkward. But it doesn't matter because he is a cross country runner which automatically makes him more popular than me, even though we like the same things. We can hang out all the time and it won't matter. He has a cheerleader talking to him, and since he is a true loser like me he's going to let it go to his head and forget all about me. I am sure that girl is pretty awesome, she just looks like she is an awesome person...but the fact that he had to throw out that he was talking to a cheerleader said something about him and about this whole stupid world.

I am always going to lose to the cheerleader. I can't win. Its like the jock in Glee...he is like the guy I like. His true love is singing but he is a football player so he is automatically popular and his girlfriend is a cheerleader...he has it all. Thats what we are conditioned to think. But thats ok, cause maybe the guy I like will realize thats not all there is to life. I am realizing that now. I'm going to go ahead and be my self and do what I love. Everything else will fall into place.

Maybe the guy I like will see that I'm awesome someday. For now I'm starting over. I'm going to be the true Abbey, the loser. And I am going to love it. Because I will be happy again.
Posted on December 7th, 2009 at 12:23am

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