I Write This For Three.

I write this for three. For the voice that I've been listening to for the past 11 years of my life. For the drumming that's pounded through my brain time and time again. The bass that carries the tune of every song I hum. This is for you.

I came upon this band when I was 6 years old. Parents don't quite agree with this kind of music at that age, but I didn't care. I listened to the songs every night for 2 years straight. Then I moved to Minnesota, and as soon as I unpacked my tapes, they were playing. This music carried through my life. CD after CD, I couldn't stop.

This is what I listen to when I'm sad and crying. There is always a song that mimics what happened to make me so upset.

This is what I listen to when I'm pissed off. I call it my 'piss me off' music, to be exact. The anger that comes through some of the songs is just what I need to calm me down.. Or sometimes make it worse.

This is what I listen to when I'm happy. When I'm in a laughing mood, it never ceases to replay my exact mood. Make me cheerier (if that's possible) and believe that there's never a care in the world.

This is what I listen to when I'm lost. So naturally, I listen to it all the time. When ever I don't know what to do, or am scared of things coming back to bite me in the ass. This is where it takes me. Gives me a reason and gives me the knowledge that everything will be alright.

This is what I listen to every single day of my life for 11 years, and it never gets old. Yes I listen to more than this one band, but in my heart and in my head, they're always playing.

The more I listen, the more I figure out who I really am. The more I find my independence and the more I figure out who I can really trust and not. That's few, let me tell you. So when I'm down and feeling the lowest I possibly can, I know that you three will be there until my end. This is for you.


Posted on April 25th, 2010 at 12:32am


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