So many boys, but none I can return the favor for.
When I look back, I see Dorney a day of memories. May 22nd, 2009, our school's music program went on a trip. My boyfriend and I were attached at the hip. Kissing and hugging like we needed each other to survive. Now times have changed, and my boyfriend, Brad and I have grown apart, and broken up. I miss how it was, but I try to move on like a smart person would. Boy is it rough. (no pun intended.)
Now about 5 or 6 different guys like me, but I'm not entirely interested in any of them. Peter, David, and Austin are all exes of mine. Peter and David in band with me. Austin lives in Palisades so it would be long distance, (and he has a different girlfriend every week.) Derek and Nate are also in band with me, but Nate just graduated. Derek is alright, not boyfriend material, Nate is a bit of a pervert. Neither for me.
Unfortunately, I never seem to love what's good for me. Peter is alright, but I don't love him. He wanted me to kiss him, but I'd rather not lead him on. I actually talked to Brad about it, and he said to me, "Peter likes anything with a pulse." I told him I didn't want to lead him on. He told me that then I shouldn't kiss him. It was the first time, in a long time we were friendly again. Thank God.
I have no clue what to do now that summer's here. Pray for a miracle I guess. CRAP.
~whatsername589~
(shelby)
Now about 5 or 6 different guys like me, but I'm not entirely interested in any of them. Peter, David, and Austin are all exes of mine. Peter and David in band with me. Austin lives in Palisades so it would be long distance, (and he has a different girlfriend every week.) Derek and Nate are also in band with me, but Nate just graduated. Derek is alright, not boyfriend material, Nate is a bit of a pervert. Neither for me.
Unfortunately, I never seem to love what's good for me. Peter is alright, but I don't love him. He wanted me to kiss him, but I'd rather not lead him on. I actually talked to Brad about it, and he said to me, "Peter likes anything with a pulse." I told him I didn't want to lead him on. He told me that then I shouldn't kiss him. It was the first time, in a long time we were friendly again. Thank God.
I have no clue what to do now that summer's here. Pray for a miracle I guess. CRAP.
~whatsername589~
(shelby)
no more boys for awhile.
Shelbysername!, July 3rd, 2010 at 04:48:43pm
Haha, being single is fine. Who cares if you dont have a boyfriend. (:
Skippy., June 29th, 2010 at 01:51:44am
I would like u all 2 know ididnt have to choose.i found aum1 unexpected who younger and ive been hanging with
Shelbysername!, June 27th, 2010 at 09:09:47am
You don't have to pick one.
It is ok to be single. When the right boy, even if he's only right for a while, comes along you won't wonder. You don't need someone just to take up space in between.
banquo, June 27th, 2010 at 07:49:51am
How humble.
Life isn't just about relationships. Try to have a conversation with someone without thinking about whether you two are meant for each other/ gonna get married/ not each other's type or whatever. Solve a freakin jigsaw puzzle or something for Christ's sake.
L Lawliet, June 26th, 2010 at 03:21:56pm
i have been single too long. but the guys I like either is an ex or hes younger...I'm not playing them all thatd be wrong
Shelbysername!, June 26th, 2010 at 08:57:24am
Every time I'm single I pretty much have boys coming like that as well and I never know what I want either. Don't decide you want one of them then to change your mind, because thats unfair on pretty much everyone so I've learnt. If you and your boyfriend recently broke up, maybe it'd be good to stay single for a while until youre absolutely sure of what you want. & yes, dont go leading them on! or you could take the persons advice thats below me hahaha.
Skippy., June 25th, 2010 at 09:16:29pm
play them ;D
all of them
thats what i would do!
haha.
toybox trash, June 25th, 2010 at 03:57:44pm
thanks guys...
Shelbysername!, June 25th, 2010 at 09:09:28am
Awh, :/
hollywood tragedy., June 24th, 2010 at 11:21:01pm
I know that feeling. -.-
midorifreak., June 24th, 2010 at 08:02:00pm