Honestly,is there something wrong with me?
Since I've lost weight I just want to lose more and more. I've lost 25 pounds in about three months. I want to lose about/at least 25 more. I'm beginning to wonder if there is something wrong with me.
I can't be happy with my body. Its been like this for a long time now...I've lost weight and it just seems like my goal keeps getting lower. I eat...or I used to but my mom didn't think so.
The past two days I haven't ate til evening. Today,I haven't at all. I've drank part of a Monster but thats it.
I don't know if its cause I'm sick or what. I just want to feel normal for once. I know I'm probably going to get 10 negative comments to this, but oh well. I can't make everyone happy, though I try.
I guess it doesn't help being surrounded by anorexia and bulimia at school... What can I do thats healthy that will actually help?
I'm 5'6.5 right now,and I think I'm about 148....I know you might be thinking,oh shes not bad, but I don't see that....My goals about 115-125...is that unrealistic?
I can't be happy with my body. Its been like this for a long time now...I've lost weight and it just seems like my goal keeps getting lower. I eat...or I used to but my mom didn't think so.
The past two days I haven't ate til evening. Today,I haven't at all. I've drank part of a Monster but thats it.
I don't know if its cause I'm sick or what. I just want to feel normal for once. I know I'm probably going to get 10 negative comments to this, but oh well. I can't make everyone happy, though I try.
I guess it doesn't help being surrounded by anorexia and bulimia at school... What can I do thats healthy that will actually help?
I'm 5'6.5 right now,and I think I'm about 148....I know you might be thinking,oh shes not bad, but I don't see that....My goals about 115-125...is that unrealistic?
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I'm 5'6 and I weigh 134 or something.
It shouldn't be that bad, cause I was 5'5 and I weighed 115 pounds. Then my doctor told me I shouldn't be that small, he said to stay around 125-130.
Just don't go to overboard with it, cause it might get out of hand. And I don't like worrying about people, especially if they live nowhere near me and I can't help them. D:
captain america, April 14th, 2008 at 04:32:42pm
I do think,some what.
I'm getting breakfast now...
Heroin Bob, April 14th, 2008 at 04:27:23pm
Well I don't mean for this to be negative and putting you down or anything, but it looks to me like you've entered a vicious circle, and like you said, your goal keeps getting lower and lower because you realise how much weight you can lose.
You also said that we might think "oh she's not bad" but you can't see it. What about when you weigh around 90 pounds and you still see yourself as "fat", and no one can see it but you.
I'm sorry if I sound dramatic, but just think about what you're doing.
Good luck with everything :)
Kristmas_Tsanne, April 14th, 2008 at 04:24:52pm