i-f.U.c.k.
- Name
- my name is black, Black White
- Age
- 18
- Gender
- Male
- Location
- no where near you
Member since June 17th, 2006
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About
well...i think this could be a good time to say a few things about me and whatever the hell i want.....
My only gsb family
meh wife: jessika :]
love the small family
here is a little thing i wrote and i think it says a few things about me and who i am
My name is Michael
Not michelle, not mikey, no Mickey Mouse bull sh*t
But with a cherry on top you just might get to call me that
i don't like to fight
But if there was anarchy and it was like the West
I would be a vigilante shooting you pansies who f*ck up the circle
Tell me waht to do?
b*tch you best keep your mouth shut and do it yourself
But with a cherry on top i just might do it for you
I don;t like those drugs
My friends say hey its cool but i still say no
Why?becuase that's how i roll with my choices at hand to the end
I ain't got jesus
Nor do i got any other religion just myself and that is all
Not even a cherry on top will change that sh*t for me
Skinny as can be
Not real thin becuase i don;t eat or anything like dat
Its just i have a fast metabolism and my limited hunger factor
I AM insane
Damn straight to the bitter end , queer as f*ck but not with guys you ignoramus
{[( lol ignoramus, that is a funny word)]}
I like dead baby jokes and gorey shiv like slashers
I even wish sometimes i could rip the ears off the mother fukker
Just so i could put it up to my mouth so they can hear better.
Not becuase i have words of wisdom not like it is important anyway
i just want to get my point across so that they can understand better
But sadly i can't
Our free world stops me from doing this or in a state of mind
See i could do it , no one would stop me except those consequences of course
Keep this all in mind
Why? so that you know miy name is michael
I don;t like to fight, you can't tell me what to do, i don;t like drugs, i gots no religion, i am friggin skinny, and I WILL rip your ears off.
i am michael...if you didn't know that already...
roflmmfaouibaotc
=
rolling on floor laughing my mother fucking ass off until it bleeds all over the carpet
yea i know...
i am gonna steal this idea from kim...she won't mind.i am pretty sure
FRIENDS I REALLY CARE FOR (even though some ar not on this site)
best friends for all time;
josh cox (lol cocks XD)... well we have been friends for years.one of few friends i have had for so long.many a time i had talked to you and shared ideas similar or different to mine.If i had something i needed, you would be there.Some of my best memories were those of times i hung out with you and whatever we were doing...even if it was scary...like...i'm not even gonna say because it is pretty fucked up. the brother i never had.
sonia ketzer:though i have not know you for as long as josh, i treasure you all the same.Like a road life has many bumps but you have been riding over the downtown potholes.I feel sorry for you but i am glad to be of help whenever you needed.I appreciate you even more for when you help me.You may be seen as a bitch, you have been called a whore, you have been called many things that have torn at you, with all these things and times, i love you.If anyone i could say this to, this would be the time when it is most true.I have sisters but you are the best sister i could ever had...even though i went out with you three times =/ yea...
Best friends; (understand you are no less then the ones above)
Kim [aka paper heart(whom i stole this idea from)]: one of few i have met on this site of chaos and happiness.I for some reason have a hard time thinking of the words for this...I guess a great thanks is in order.Kim, i thank you for these recent times when a pure voice was needed.Someone to listen...I don't know if i could ever repay you in the same...Oh and a person to bestow my poetic metaphors that happen to confuse you since you don't understand there deeper meanings.Pff some poet you are.JK yea...<3
Caro:.....you are just fucked up....i mean that in a good way believe me.You never fail to say something wierd to get us wondering what the fuck..i would have something to tell you but you can just ask...lazy chilean...hot <3
Mal: i don't talk to much nowadays but hey i like you anyway...We had some um...ups and downs....sorry i...lol...if you take that wrong i am sorry but i couldn't resist adding that...Yea but as one of the ones that started out with me on here i am greatful of knowing you...You are a good friend.Viva Las Vegas bi-Otch <3
Paige (rain):A friend a friend, such a great beautiful friend.I am glad to have you also to talk to when needed.I care not those times you were angry,not at me of course, but i am glad to say i helped you through some even if it isn't all of them.
its also nice to know i usually have someone to talk to on the board =] <3
BJ: You are a strange and messed up person but i love you, as a friend of course.Many see you as a total ass, some see you as just awesome.I think both when it comes to you.I sometimes question how i am friends with you but it quickly washes away when the answer sweeps on shore.Though you are mean you are a great person.
Sam: you are just plain coo.You in your country goth self.Great person.shared many strange things.i don't know why aloe vera is green but i will figure it out eventually.If your here for me i am here for you aight
Jessika:...well....I don't think i need to say anything becuase i can't explain you well enough haha
Kaycie: FWIEND!!! enough said lol
if you are not listed don't worry, i like or try to like anyone.if you don;t like me maybe that why you re not listed but i think no one fit that category so uh...yea
<3
I Wish I Only by:Me
"I wish i only knew what to say to you so that you fall into my arms and hold me close just to say that i felt the same for so long, ever so long.And i would hug you.Pulling you in even closer, kiss the top of your head and we would go on through life with each ohter in our minds, never letting go of one another........
wouldn't that be nice"
haiku-ish:
May the breeze blow calm
Flowing smooth through your mem’ry
waxing, waning on
Never To Be Loved Again by:me
Waking in a great forest within an aura of red
I begin my march only to find dead trees that bled
I find a bird, half decayed with green eyes
The bird looks blind and points me towards life
You weren't here
You were never here
Such a sad truth to live with
You weren't here
You never were here
Maybe someday you can live with....
My journey short a great maze looking never ending
I, in a dark abyss, now wonder what i am doing
I walk for no apparrent reason it seem
The abyss reveals a grave with name inscribed
You weren't here
You were never here
Such a sad truth to live with
You weren't here
You weren't here
You were never here
Maybe someday you can live with...
My curiousity flounders to hold back a look
I read with intent only to find me bent
I,wtih misery at heart, read a name dement
The name on the grave was...me
"Here lies those never to be loved or to never ever be loved again...
May your soul never reside
To break,
To manipulate,
To destroy what is never to be broken..."
...Such a sad truth to live with...Maybe someday...You can live with...me...
The Best Friend Song (lol this one kind of sucks XD)
During the days of life
I gained a girlfriend
It was the best of times
But it was declining
Though it was declining
I had someone to
Guide Me Out
That is why I have best friends
They are true good or bad
they can get you through binds you never
had
I have one best friend (who isn't the smartest of the lot
Who likes to put on make-up
Her day could have been better
If she thought ahead
Though she has made mistakes
I was there to
Guide her out
That is why i have best friends
They are better than 47 regular friends
And if they ask what to do
They ask you
I have another best (best for last i suppose)
Who has never done me wrong (except for smoking of course)
We have been friends for a reael long time
Ha I could never forget those times when his ass was in my nose...
(thought i din't like it very much)
You have a true best friend thats great man
(best friends)
You love them, you hate 'em, well thats best friends for ya
(best friends)
Man i can't stand that finger get it away
(best friends)
No i wish not to see that bag of doushe young lady
(best friends)
b-b-b-b- best friends______
And last but CERTAINLY not least
my most treasured things of everything i have ever written
Untitled
I had a dream one night. Within the dream I was speaking to you and I asked of you,” If you had one chance, just one chance to see me, when would you want to see me?”
You think to yourself for a moment and you respond,” Now, I cannot bear to wait any longer.”
I grin to myself and say sarcastically,” I wonder who that could be.”
You ask me confusedly,” Who?”
But you stop and hear knock at your front door. You think quietly to yourself, heart beating fast, how did he know? A crazy thought streaks through your head and you run to the front door. You open the door and see me standing there smiling. Even though I was smiling a tear falls slowly down my face. You ask me, with tears rolling down your face,” Why are you crying?”
I gave the reply,” You are even more beautiful than in my dreams.”
You hug me with such love I couldn’t forget.
My dream then takes us to a beautiful beach nowhere near where we live. You had your head upon my shoulder and I am gently caressing your arm. As I was caressing your arm I touched your wrist…I felt all the times when you were alone and no one was there, all the times when the pain was to much, all the times when love was not present in your heart.
I hug you and whisper softly in your ear,” I’ll never let you go…”
(written in a car on august 30, 2007)
the song is a bluesy kind of song...this is the second song i have written that i made pretty much the entire song into it's final form so i am quite happy.First song i can sing wel to also :{D when i get recording equipment you shall hear it
Rainy day
The black clouds move in
The blue skies dissappear
The cool, humid breeze blows by
And here comes the rain of years
It's going to be a rainy day
It's going to be a rainy day (2x)
the sun will shine though at the end
My mind full of swilring clouds
Not a shred of the sun
My shoes became soaking wet * i am debating on these two lines
But i just don't care *
It's going to be a rainy day
It's going to be a rainy day (2x)
the sun will shine though at the end
The clouds blow away
That brilliant sun shines away
(slower) It's going to be a rainy day
but the sun will still shine
but the sun will still shine
i couldn't pass up the funniest thing ever
worms+ magnifying glasses= seing smiling happy faces on worms
My only gsb family
meh wife: jessika :]
love the small family
here is a little thing i wrote and i think it says a few things about me and who i am
My name is Michael
Not michelle, not mikey, no Mickey Mouse bull sh*t
But with a cherry on top you just might get to call me that
i don't like to fight
But if there was anarchy and it was like the West
I would be a vigilante shooting you pansies who f*ck up the circle
Tell me waht to do?
b*tch you best keep your mouth shut and do it yourself
But with a cherry on top i just might do it for you
I don;t like those drugs
My friends say hey its cool but i still say no
Why?becuase that's how i roll with my choices at hand to the end
I ain't got jesus
Nor do i got any other religion just myself and that is all
Not even a cherry on top will change that sh*t for me
Skinny as can be
Not real thin becuase i don;t eat or anything like dat
Its just i have a fast metabolism and my limited hunger factor
I AM insane
Damn straight to the bitter end , queer as f*ck but not with guys you ignoramus
{[( lol ignoramus, that is a funny word)]}
I like dead baby jokes and gorey shiv like slashers
I even wish sometimes i could rip the ears off the mother fukker
Just so i could put it up to my mouth so they can hear better.
Not becuase i have words of wisdom not like it is important anyway
i just want to get my point across so that they can understand better
But sadly i can't
Our free world stops me from doing this or in a state of mind
See i could do it , no one would stop me except those consequences of course
Keep this all in mind
Why? so that you know miy name is michael
I don;t like to fight, you can't tell me what to do, i don;t like drugs, i gots no religion, i am friggin skinny, and I WILL rip your ears off.
i am michael...if you didn't know that already...
roflmmfaouibaotc
=
rolling on floor laughing my mother fucking ass off until it bleeds all over the carpet
yea i know...
i am gonna steal this idea from kim...she won't mind.i am pretty sure
FRIENDS I REALLY CARE FOR (even though some ar not on this site)
best friends for all time;
josh cox (lol cocks XD)... well we have been friends for years.one of few friends i have had for so long.many a time i had talked to you and shared ideas similar or different to mine.If i had something i needed, you would be there.Some of my best memories were those of times i hung out with you and whatever we were doing...even if it was scary...like...i'm not even gonna say because it is pretty fucked up. the brother i never had.
sonia ketzer:though i have not know you for as long as josh, i treasure you all the same.Like a road life has many bumps but you have been riding over the downtown potholes.I feel sorry for you but i am glad to be of help whenever you needed.I appreciate you even more for when you help me.You may be seen as a bitch, you have been called a whore, you have been called many things that have torn at you, with all these things and times, i love you.If anyone i could say this to, this would be the time when it is most true.I have sisters but you are the best sister i could ever had...even though i went out with you three times =/ yea...
Best friends; (understand you are no less then the ones above)
Kim [aka paper heart(whom i stole this idea from)]: one of few i have met on this site of chaos and happiness.I for some reason have a hard time thinking of the words for this...I guess a great thanks is in order.Kim, i thank you for these recent times when a pure voice was needed.Someone to listen...I don't know if i could ever repay you in the same...Oh and a person to bestow my poetic metaphors that happen to confuse you since you don't understand there deeper meanings.Pff some poet you are.JK yea...<3
Caro:.....you are just fucked up....i mean that in a good way believe me.You never fail to say something wierd to get us wondering what the fuck..i would have something to tell you but you can just ask...lazy chilean...hot <3
Mal: i don't talk to much nowadays but hey i like you anyway...We had some um...ups and downs....sorry i...lol...if you take that wrong i am sorry but i couldn't resist adding that...Yea but as one of the ones that started out with me on here i am greatful of knowing you...You are a good friend.Viva Las Vegas bi-Otch <3
Paige (rain):A friend a friend, such a great beautiful friend.I am glad to have you also to talk to when needed.I care not those times you were angry,not at me of course, but i am glad to say i helped you through some even if it isn't all of them.
its also nice to know i usually have someone to talk to on the board =] <3
BJ: You are a strange and messed up person but i love you, as a friend of course.Many see you as a total ass, some see you as just awesome.I think both when it comes to you.I sometimes question how i am friends with you but it quickly washes away when the answer sweeps on shore.Though you are mean you are a great person.
Sam: you are just plain coo.You in your country goth self.Great person.shared many strange things.i don't know why aloe vera is green but i will figure it out eventually.If your here for me i am here for you aight
Jessika:...well....I don't think i need to say anything becuase i can't explain you well enough haha
Kaycie: FWIEND!!! enough said lol
if you are not listed don't worry, i like or try to like anyone.if you don;t like me maybe that why you re not listed but i think no one fit that category so uh...yea
<3
I Wish I Only by:Me
"I wish i only knew what to say to you so that you fall into my arms and hold me close just to say that i felt the same for so long, ever so long.And i would hug you.Pulling you in even closer, kiss the top of your head and we would go on through life with each ohter in our minds, never letting go of one another........
wouldn't that be nice"
haiku-ish:
May the breeze blow calm
Flowing smooth through your mem’ry
waxing, waning on
Never To Be Loved Again by:me
Waking in a great forest within an aura of red
I begin my march only to find dead trees that bled
I find a bird, half decayed with green eyes
The bird looks blind and points me towards life
You weren't here
You were never here
Such a sad truth to live with
You weren't here
You never were here
Maybe someday you can live with....
My journey short a great maze looking never ending
I, in a dark abyss, now wonder what i am doing
I walk for no apparrent reason it seem
The abyss reveals a grave with name inscribed
You weren't here
You were never here
Such a sad truth to live with
You weren't here
You weren't here
You were never here
Maybe someday you can live with...
My curiousity flounders to hold back a look
I read with intent only to find me bent
I,wtih misery at heart, read a name dement
The name on the grave was...me
"Here lies those never to be loved or to never ever be loved again...
May your soul never reside
To break,
To manipulate,
To destroy what is never to be broken..."
...Such a sad truth to live with...Maybe someday...You can live with...me...
The Best Friend Song (lol this one kind of sucks XD)
During the days of life
I gained a girlfriend
It was the best of times
But it was declining
Though it was declining
I had someone to
Guide Me Out
That is why I have best friends
They are true good or bad
they can get you through binds you never
had
I have one best friend (who isn't the smartest of the lot
Who likes to put on make-up
Her day could have been better
If she thought ahead
Though she has made mistakes
I was there to
Guide her out
That is why i have best friends
They are better than 47 regular friends
And if they ask what to do
They ask you
I have another best (best for last i suppose)
Who has never done me wrong (except for smoking of course)
We have been friends for a reael long time
Ha I could never forget those times when his ass was in my nose...
(thought i din't like it very much)
You have a true best friend thats great man
(best friends)
You love them, you hate 'em, well thats best friends for ya
(best friends)
Man i can't stand that finger get it away
(best friends)
No i wish not to see that bag of doushe young lady
(best friends)
b-b-b-b- best friends______
And last but CERTAINLY not least
my most treasured things of everything i have ever written
Untitled
I had a dream one night. Within the dream I was speaking to you and I asked of you,” If you had one chance, just one chance to see me, when would you want to see me?”
You think to yourself for a moment and you respond,” Now, I cannot bear to wait any longer.”
I grin to myself and say sarcastically,” I wonder who that could be.”
You ask me confusedly,” Who?”
But you stop and hear knock at your front door. You think quietly to yourself, heart beating fast, how did he know? A crazy thought streaks through your head and you run to the front door. You open the door and see me standing there smiling. Even though I was smiling a tear falls slowly down my face. You ask me, with tears rolling down your face,” Why are you crying?”
I gave the reply,” You are even more beautiful than in my dreams.”
You hug me with such love I couldn’t forget.
My dream then takes us to a beautiful beach nowhere near where we live. You had your head upon my shoulder and I am gently caressing your arm. As I was caressing your arm I touched your wrist…I felt all the times when you were alone and no one was there, all the times when the pain was to much, all the times when love was not present in your heart.
I hug you and whisper softly in your ear,” I’ll never let you go…”
(written in a car on august 30, 2007)
the song is a bluesy kind of song...this is the second song i have written that i made pretty much the entire song into it's final form so i am quite happy.First song i can sing wel to also :{D when i get recording equipment you shall hear it
Rainy day
The black clouds move in
The blue skies dissappear
The cool, humid breeze blows by
And here comes the rain of years
It's going to be a rainy day
It's going to be a rainy day (2x)
the sun will shine though at the end
My mind full of swilring clouds
Not a shred of the sun
My shoes became soaking wet * i am debating on these two lines
But i just don't care *
It's going to be a rainy day
It's going to be a rainy day (2x)
the sun will shine though at the end
The clouds blow away
That brilliant sun shines away
(slower) It's going to be a rainy day
but the sun will still shine
but the sun will still shine
i couldn't pass up the funniest thing ever
worms+ magnifying glasses= seing smiling happy faces on worms
Comments
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Hey Mike
I miss u
Rain, July 1st, 2008 at 06:27:41pm
ily to death Mikey :]
text me sometime!
Jessie.Tastic!, June 23rd, 2008 at 03:54:06am
I MISS YOU D:
Jessie.Tastic!, May 22nd, 2008 at 05:56:19am
i miss you
odaang! its kaycie., May 12th, 2008 at 11:31:03pm
Hey Mikey
how are you?
<3
Rain, March 29th, 2008 at 03:04:50am
mikeooo
i need advice. help. badly.
bring me beej D:
her boyfriend keeps messaging me asking me to make her talk to him and im like "idk wether the hell she is!"
and yeah sorry im crap at being constant in coming online, i do it when i remember lol
i went on her myspace before and starting crying when i read what she wrote.
How lame huh?
we defo need a major msn session i keep remembering stuff about this time last year and alot of it is contected to bj :[
oooh do tell about the new girlfriend. DETAILS CHILD :D
actually its better if you send me an email on doofusgonewild@hotmail.com
im more likely to check it then i am my myspaz or gsb xx
paper heart., March 20th, 2008 at 01:29:30pm
Nahhh its okay.
If you are busy or whatever...its fine.
its just that I miss you mannn!
*hugs back*
Loverrrrs you too hubby :]
Jessie.Tastic!, March 19th, 2008 at 12:28:35am
We no talk no more =[
Jessie.Tastic!, March 18th, 2008 at 12:33:27am
hihiihihihihihihihihihihihihiihihihihihi hihihihihi
:D
odaang! its kaycie., March 8th, 2008 at 09:31:30pm
Mikey sings in the shower :o
omfg. wtf. dudeee. A big scary guy fell on me today D:
It was quite frightening to be honest.
omg. finals are overrr with. Be happy with me?
I love you cookie dough.
Hope you're doing well !
Jessie.Tastic!, March 8th, 2008 at 02:04:46am
lewserfaceeee :]
i dont get much chance to sign in on myspaz anymore thats why i forget to reply to you cos there's too many comments on there lol
in reply to your last comment
iv missed you too ]:
have you heard from bj at all? i need to talk to her big time
dummy get on msn soon kk?
how was yer hols & st valentinos day?
its wierd to think we've known each other over a year now O_O
paper heart., February 20th, 2008 at 08:45:10pm
:O!
*kicks you*
Emo Orange Bunneh Ears, February 20th, 2008 at 04:12:54am
its MiKe :]
OMG stop it
Emo Orange Bunneh Ears, February 17th, 2008 at 04:01:08am
Oh my 'tis you Mikey! ;]
Valentines Day was horridly amazing.
And yours..?
Jessie.Tastic!, February 16th, 2008 at 10:06:52pm
FWIEND
I AM GOOD
HOW ARE YOU?
odaang! its kaycie., February 16th, 2008 at 09:15:01pm