Three More Years?

Today, GSB, is my third anniversary of joining this site. Well…if you’re in my time zone it is. Maybe it’s still the 18th where you are; it’s quite hard to tell. But, nether the less, May 19th 2009 it’ll be a big ol’ GSB birthday for me. Hasn’t time gone by? This time three years ago I was in Year 9, a nearly 14 year old girl who was using this fan site to make a few friends after beginning to separate from her “real life ones”.

Stories were what led me here, but friends were what made me stay. I used to come on every day and clog up the journals and blahs with randomness; there were so many of you I made friends with, and I would love to list you all, but there’s only so much time I have, and it’d take a lifetime to recall all of you. It doesn’t mean I don’t care, it means I love too many people for one blog.

But then there’s the sad twist; that I’m growing up and won’t stay close forever. I mean, this week alone I have three exams, all of which count for 30%, 50% and 30% of two separate A Levels. I miss spending the hours, wasting time just stalking the blahs, reading the blogs and playing all those games on the message board. My time is so pressed. Right now, I’m about 13 minutes away from setting off up to school for a revision class or two, ready to come home around 3, walk the dogs, then get to work with Maths.

I don’t think I would be who I am today without you guys. You taught me so much about life, friendships and all that jazz. And even when I’m long gone, I shalln’t forget any of it. From the few comments we shared in blahs, or the long discussions about everything under the sun. It all means something to me, whether you realise it or not.

Sadly, all that still keeps me close is the desire to post my facts. I couldn’t end them just yet, although one day I understand I will have to, when I move out and begin to rediscover myself at Uni. But that’s another story for another day I do believe.

I’m just sorry I couldn’t be here more. I’m sorry I’ve had to put GSB to one side. I’m sorry I haven’t had the chance to make friends with a lot of you…

I’m thankful you all still love my facts.

Xxx

P.s If you want to get in touch with me, I’m hard to reach on GSB, so feel free to add me on myspace/ facebook /msn/ twitter/ whatever. It should all be on my profile, or if not, pm me and I’ll get in touch when I can…or ask someone who will know.

Thanks again GSB.

[Oh, and Happy Birthday to robbismybestfriend, who commented a blog I made about my second GSB birthday, saying it was their actual birthday xD]