Death

rehab~reject:

that_bass_line:

Faith:

*Blue Star*:

Faith:

that_bass_line:

i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.

I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though

I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...

Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..

yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.

The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.

Faith:

rehab~reject:

that_bass_line:

Faith:

*Blue Star*:

Faith:

that_bass_line:

i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.

I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though

I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...

Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..

yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.

The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.

Say that to my husband

*stoner*:

if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.

poison_fish:

*stoner*:

if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.

um, okay this may sound really mean or something and i swear im not trying to make you kill yourself!!! but.. if you knew you were going to die? its inevitable. you can hold it off for as long as you can but there is no way you can prevent it completely. unless of course... you meant to say if i knew WHEN i was going to die.

rehab~reject:

*stoner*:

rehab~reject:

*stoner*:

if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.

Why? I mean, I can understand why if you were going to die slowly and painfully, but if it was going to be quick, wouldn't you want to hold onto life for as long as you could?

no, id rather do it myself, get it over with.

I wouldn't.... if I was going to die slowly and painfully and I knew it, then I'd want to kill myself before it got too bad. But if my death wasn't going to be too bad then I'd just wait for it. I mean, you could never have too long to say goodbye to people and things, so I'd use the time as much as I could. Plus I'd try and do all the things I'd always wanted to but never had.

*stoner*:

poison_fish:

*stoner*:

if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.

um, okay this may sound really mean or something and i swear im not trying to make you kill yourself!!! but.. if you knew you were going to die? its inevitable. you can hold it off for as long as you can but there is no way you can prevent it completely. unless of course... you meant to say if i knew WHEN i was going to die.

yer i ment if i was guna die without a doubt.

*stoner*:

rehab~reject:

*stoner*:

rehab~reject:

*stoner*:

if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.

Why? I mean, I can understand why if you were going to die slowly and painfully, but if it was going to be quick, wouldn't you want to hold onto life for as long as you could?

no, id rather do it myself, get it over with.

I wouldn't.... if I was going to die slowly and painfully and I knew it, then I'd want to kill myself before it got too bad. But if my death wasn't going to be too bad then I'd just wait for it. I mean, you could never have too long to say goodbye to people and things, so I'd use the time as much as I could. Plus I'd try and do all the things I'd always wanted to but never had.

id jump off a building.

Nine_Inch_Nails:

*stoner*:

poison_fish:

*stoner*:

if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.

um, okay this may sound really mean or something and i swear im not trying to make you kill yourself!!! but.. if you knew you were going to die? its inevitable. you can hold it off for as long as you can but there is no way you can prevent it completely. unless of course... you meant to say if i knew WHEN i was going to die.

yer i ment if i was guna die without a doubt.

You are going to die without a doubt...

*Blue Star*:

*stoner*:

rehab~reject:

*stoner*:

rehab~reject:

*stoner*:

if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.

Why? I mean, I can understand why if you were going to die slowly and painfully, but if it was going to be quick, wouldn't you want to hold onto life for as long as you could?

no, id rather do it myself, get it over with.

I wouldn't.... if I was going to die slowly and painfully and I knew it, then I'd want to kill myself before it got too bad. But if my death wasn't going to be too bad then I'd just wait for it. I mean, you could never have too long to say goodbye to people and things, so I'd use the time as much as I could. Plus I'd try and do all the things I'd always wanted to but never had.

id jump off a building.

I'd jump off a plane

*stoner*:

*Blue Star*:

*stoner*:

rehab~reject:

*stoner*:

rehab~reject:

*stoner*:

if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.

Why? I mean, I can understand why if you were going to die slowly and painfully, but if it was going to be quick, wouldn't you want to hold onto life for as long as you could?

no, id rather do it myself, get it over with.

I wouldn't.... if I was going to die slowly and painfully and I knew it, then I'd want to kill myself before it got too bad. But if my death wasn't going to be too bad then I'd just wait for it. I mean, you could never have too long to say goodbye to people and things, so I'd use the time as much as I could. Plus I'd try and do all the things I'd always wanted to but never had.

id jump off a building.

I'd jump off a plane

oooooo that sounds fun.
jump off a plane whilst eating cheese dude.

Sheepo@_@:

Faith:

rehab~reject:

that_bass_line:

Faith:

*Blue Star*:

Faith:

that_bass_line:

i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.

I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though

I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...

Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..

yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.

The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.

Say that to my husband

well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o

Faith:

Sheepo@_@:

Faith:

rehab~reject:

that_bass_line:

Faith:

*Blue Star*:

Faith:

that_bass_line:

i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.

I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though

I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...

Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..

yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.

The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.

Say that to my husband

well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o

Huh?

Fell:

Life is just a part of death. No matter who you are or what you do in life you will die. The path way of life ends with a gun.

Fell:

Life is just a part of death. No matter who you are or what you do in life you will die. The path way of life ends with a gun.

Sheepo@_@:

Faith:

Sheepo@_@:

Faith:

rehab~reject:

that_bass_line:

Faith:

*Blue Star*:

Faith:

that_bass_line:

i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.

I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though

I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...

Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..

yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.

The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.

Say that to my husband

well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o

Huh?

Nothing, if you didnt get it then I dont need to explain -_____-

Faith:

Sheepo@_@:

Faith:

Sheepo@_@:

Faith:

rehab~reject:

that_bass_line:

Faith:

*Blue Star*:

Faith:

that_bass_line:

i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.

I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though

I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...

Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..

yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.

The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.

Say that to my husband

well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o

Huh?

Nothing, if you didnt get it then I dont need to explain -_____-

Emm...well, I referred to the fact that my husband keeps telling me that if I die - he's gonna end his own life. Which I think is not such a good idea 'cuz if I do happen to die, I'd prefer if he kept on living - otherwise it would kind of make it my fault that he died...Wanna explain now?

Nine_Inch_Nails:

Faith:

Sheepo@_@:

Faith:

Sheepo@_@:

Faith:

rehab~reject:

that_bass_line:

Faith:

*Blue Star*:

Faith:

that_bass_line:

i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.

I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though

I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...

Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..

yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.

The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.

Say that to my husband

well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o

Huh?

Nothing, if you didnt get it then I dont need to explain -_____-

Emm...well, I referred to the fact that my husband keeps telling me that if I die - he's gonna end his own life. Which I think is not such a good idea 'cuz if I do happen to die, I'd prefer if he kept on living - otherwise it would kind of make it my fault that he died...Wanna explain now?

You said on another thread that your husband killed himself.