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November 17th, 2005 at 01:43pm
I'm extremely afraid of dying. The idea of just not being around anymore is terrifying. Of course you don't really notice when you're dead, but still... I try to think about death as little as possible, 'cause it really freaks me out.
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i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.


I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though Sad


I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...


Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..


yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.
The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.


Say that to my husband
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i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.


I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though Sad


I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...


Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..


yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.
The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.


Say that to my husband
well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o
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November 18th, 2005 at 05:44am
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if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.
um, okay this may sound really mean or something and i swear im not trying to make you kill yourself!!! but.. if you knew you were going to die? its inevitable. you can hold it off for as long as you can but there is no way you can prevent it completely. unless of course... you meant to say if i knew WHEN i was going to die.
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November 18th, 2005 at 01:49pm
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if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.
um, okay this may sound really mean or something and i swear im not trying to make you kill yourself!!! but.. if you knew you were going to die? its inevitable. you can hold it off for as long as you can but there is no way you can prevent it completely. unless of course... you meant to say if i knew WHEN i was going to die.


yer i ment if i was guna die without a doubt.
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November 18th, 2005 at 01:50pm
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if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.
Why? I mean, I can understand why if you were going to die slowly and painfully, but if it was going to be quick, wouldn't you want to hold onto life for as long as you could?


no, id rather do it myself, get it over with. Rolling Eyes
I wouldn't.... if I was going to die slowly and painfully and I knew it, then I'd want to kill myself before it got too bad. But if my death wasn't going to be too bad then I'd just wait for it. I mean, you could never have too long to say goodbye to people and things, so I'd use the time as much as I could. Plus I'd try and do all the things I'd always wanted to but never had.


id jump off a building. Cool
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November 18th, 2005 at 02:01pm
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if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.
um, okay this may sound really mean or something and i swear im not trying to make you kill yourself!!! but.. if you knew you were going to die? its inevitable. you can hold it off for as long as you can but there is no way you can prevent it completely. unless of course... you meant to say if i knew WHEN i was going to die.


yer i ment if i was guna die without a doubt.


You are going to die without a doubt...
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November 18th, 2005 at 02:03pm
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if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.
Why? I mean, I can understand why if you were going to die slowly and painfully, but if it was going to be quick, wouldn't you want to hold onto life for as long as you could?


no, id rather do it myself, get it over with. Rolling Eyes
I wouldn't.... if I was going to die slowly and painfully and I knew it, then I'd want to kill myself before it got too bad. But if my death wasn't going to be too bad then I'd just wait for it. I mean, you could never have too long to say goodbye to people and things, so I'd use the time as much as I could. Plus I'd try and do all the things I'd always wanted to but never had.


id jump off a building. Cool


I'd jump off a plane Cool
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November 18th, 2005 at 02:05pm
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if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.
um, okay this may sound really mean or something and i swear im not trying to make you kill yourself!!! but.. if you knew you were going to die? its inevitable. you can hold it off for as long as you can but there is no way you can prevent it completely. unless of course... you meant to say if i knew WHEN i was going to die.


yer i ment if i was guna die without a doubt.


You are going to die without a doubt...


nope but if i was like when i get real old.
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November 18th, 2005 at 02:06pm
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if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.
Why? I mean, I can understand why if you were going to die slowly and painfully, but if it was going to be quick, wouldn't you want to hold onto life for as long as you could?


no, id rather do it myself, get it over with. Rolling Eyes
I wouldn't.... if I was going to die slowly and painfully and I knew it, then I'd want to kill myself before it got too bad. But if my death wasn't going to be too bad then I'd just wait for it. I mean, you could never have too long to say goodbye to people and things, so I'd use the time as much as I could. Plus I'd try and do all the things I'd always wanted to but never had.


id jump off a building. Cool


I'd jump off a plane Cool


oooooo that sounds fun. Cool
jump off a plane whilst eating cheese Very Happy dude.
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November 18th, 2005 at 02:43pm
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if i knew i was going to die with out a doubt id kill myself rather than waiting to die.
Why? I mean, I can understand why if you were going to die slowly and painfully, but if it was going to be quick, wouldn't you want to hold onto life for as long as you could?


no, id rather do it myself, get it over with. Rolling Eyes
I wouldn't.... if I was going to die slowly and painfully and I knew it, then I'd want to kill myself before it got too bad. But if my death wasn't going to be too bad then I'd just wait for it. I mean, you could never have too long to say goodbye to people and things, so I'd use the time as much as I could. Plus I'd try and do all the things I'd always wanted to but never had.


id jump off a building. Cool


I'd jump off a plane Cool


oooooo that sounds fun. Cool
jump off a plane whilst eating cheese Very Happy dude.


Knowing my luck, I'd probably drop the cheese by accident. I wonder who it would land on...
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November 18th, 2005 at 03:48pm
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i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.


I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though Sad


I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...


Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..


yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.
The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.


Say that to my husband
well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o


Huh?
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November 18th, 2005 at 07:05pm
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i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.


I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though Sad


I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...


Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..


yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.
The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.


Say that to my husband
well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o


Huh?
Nothing, if you didnt get it then I dont need to explain -_____-
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November 18th, 2005 at 11:56pm
Life is just a part of death. No matter who you are or what you do in life you will die. The path way of life ends with a gun.
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November 19th, 2005 at 02:22pm
Fell:
Life is just a part of death. No matter who you are or what you do in life you will die. The path way of life ends with a gun.
Well, not necessarily a gun...I could arrange a broken bottle for you, my man...
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November 19th, 2005 at 03:12pm
Fell:
Life is just a part of death. No matter who you are or what you do in life you will die. The path way of life ends with a gun.

dont you mean death is a part of life? you cant be dead if you were never alive. life is also born of death...its a cycle, its necessary. life and death are of equal beauty when you look at it that way.
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November 19th, 2005 at 04:40pm
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i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.


I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though Sad


I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...


Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..


yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.
The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.


Say that to my husband
well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o


Huh?
Nothing, if you didnt get it then I dont need to explain -_____-


Emm...well, I referred to the fact that my husband keeps telling me that if I die - he's gonna end his own life. Which I think is not such a good idea 'cuz if I do happen to die, I'd prefer if he kept on living - otherwise it would kind of make it my fault that he died...Wanna explain now?
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November 19th, 2005 at 05:36pm
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i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.


I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though Sad


I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...


Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..


yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.
The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.


Say that to my husband
well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o


Huh?
Nothing, if you didnt get it then I dont need to explain -_____-


Emm...well, I referred to the fact that my husband keeps telling me that if I die - he's gonna end his own life. Which I think is not such a good idea 'cuz if I do happen to die, I'd prefer if he kept on living - otherwise it would kind of make it my fault that he died...Wanna explain now?


You said on another thread that your husband killed himself.
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November 19th, 2005 at 05:47pm
Ehh I'm confused now.
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November 19th, 2005 at 05:49pm
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i dont fear death. i fear something happening that i have to live with.


I'm totally with you there...some of that shit's already happened though Sad


I'm with you there aswell. I hate living with something bad on my conscience...


Well, I don't only mean that. I also mean something happening to you that puts you in a horrible situation, or having a serious health condition or something like that. But emotional baggage is also there..


yeah i mean like i dunno getting paralyzed or something because i wouldnt be able to cope. i would rather die then be put in that situation.

also if someone else died then i wouldnt be able to cope with that, i dont know anyone who has died yet.
The thing is... if someone I knew died, I'd really want to cope , for them. I mean, it'd be hard, but I wouldn't want to die or anything, because I'd know that's not what they wanted. It's hard, but you have to try and live your life anyway.


Say that to my husband
well you just put that out there, dontcha? o_o


Huh?
Nothing, if you didnt get it then I dont need to explain -_____-


Emm...well, I referred to the fact that my husband keeps telling me that if I die - he's gonna end his own life. Which I think is not such a good idea 'cuz if I do happen to die, I'd prefer if he kept on living - otherwise it would kind of make it my fault that he died...Wanna explain now?


You said on another thread that your husband killed himself.


Okay, this was a pain the ass to find:

http://www.geekstinkbreath.net/board/viewtopic.php?t=22133&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=465

He didn't kill himself, he attempted to, 17 times, never succeeded. If he did, I wouldn't be here now. Anyway, I'm sorry if I confused anyone.
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